One Of These Days Maybe Your Magic Won’t Affect Me.

"As Much As I Love You. As Much As I Need You. And I Can’t Stand You. Must Everything You Do Make Me Wanna Smile. Can I Not Like You For A While?"

Jukebox Mood : "Hate That I Love" by Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo

I need to jot down at least something to alleviate my whatever-i’m-having-now! Anyway, last week (Sunday) met up with Fidos Ahmad; my ole neigbor back from FRU. He’s now studying as soon- to-be-penolong kesihatan at Negeri Sembilan. It was a nice reminiscence jumpa balik kawan lama. How I miss ole days back at FRU (suddenly terasa melancholy…?!). Those young and carefree days; those days when the mind was still untainted (erk?) and innocent (hurm…); *sigh*. We went to see "The Kingdom" starring Jamie Foxx, Jennifer Garner at Berjaya Times Square. I have to say it was a disspointment for me. The story plot was a no-brainer although superb potrayal of character by Foxx. Outta 5, i give 2.5 jer la..

This week proves to be quite ‘mundane’ (fulamak..ayat bombastik!ahaks)..dull…This friday ada assesment on Trade Financing plak. *sighh* but i’m diverting myself into finishing Stephen King’s "Salem’s Lot" (a’a..tak abis lagi baca!). And last week jugak agak mencabar my patience; cermin moto yang right-side kena curi; so I went to buy la replacement:

• Kali pertama : Apek moto silap kasi pair dua-dua kiri (errrk?)
• Kali kedua : dah beli one pair; tengok2x the right side yang nak guna tu jatuh dan pecah dilanggar lori! The odds of being jinxed,man!!!!!
• kali ketiga : pair yang lebih kecil dari model biasa je yg tinggal.

Since I’m a whiner who complains practically every single things (yeah, i notice!), I was like goin freaking mad that time. Rasa cam nak nangis jer tuh (hehee) and called sumone masa tuh and bursted out! hehe…I’m learning to control that=p. Above all, this week agak muram la and by the way, fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they? (ni diversion sket dari cerita atas. takder elaboration utk frasa ni..). * The picture inserted ni me & Dalia at Trade Financing. Masa tu sder kononnya farewell party one of the staff daa..hehe, i took this from her facebook account.

NOTIFICATION UPDATES (I):

I have problem with mood swings *sigh* . Bipolar syndrome? I dunno. Hhaha..Heidi knows that (coz I always lament to her when mengalami instant ‘kemurungan’…hehe..Now I just wanna re-vamp myself.Yeah..Too lil time to ponder on trivial things. I’m much worth for other things la…haiyah =)….

NOTIFICATION UPDATES (II):

These days keadaan kat area Bangi ni agak tak menentu. Sekejap raining sekejap panas. Me n Kakak hari ni rasa mcm tak sihat; (Ejun also happens to be demam. geez~) batuk2x and weak; nanti maybe nak gi Klinik Az Zahrah area Bangi ni (klinik panel Affin bank nak jimat duit hehe). Neeway, yesterday went out with Kat! Practically the whole day we were like stuck up at Berjaya Times Square (yeah i like goin there coz the transportation is easy. depan monorail jer kan??!ahaks). Watched "Enchanted" which was an OK rated la for me (yeah, for teh past 4 weeks asyik tengok movie ja! haha). I like the ending part though. On whole, cute and romantic flick *awww*. After that, we hunted down Kat’s baju kebaya for her PTD-dinner-with-Agong-thingy. There was this so called Batik exhibition there (hardly anyone there though) and finally made up the mind to buy a red kebaya (very sexy); handpicked by Yours Truly a.k.a moi (ahakss! can’t belive it, man! well, she asked second opinion, though!haha). Too bad Efy isn’t based in KL. Miss having those good ole time lepak at Selera Murni oppposite USM and all.

** Neeway, i’m changing the title of this entry and the jukebox mood. U know me; emotional fluctuation. ahaksss!~xxx

"You Know Exactly What To Do. So I Can’t Stay Mad At You. For Too Long. That’s Wrong."

Upgrade ‘Cha (Part III) : The Wedding. The Birthday. Beowulf Premier! 4th Attachment @ Trade Finance.

My Nature As A Human Is To Wish Happiness In Everyone. I’m In Different Place Now. – Nicole Kidman-

This week has been quite colorful. Full of virgin experiences, I must say=). Last week went back to Kedah (after sending Abg Zam); went   to cousin Siti’s wedding on Saturday at Penaga, Seberang Prai. We arrived kinda late due to some unavoidable circumtances (Ayah’s)!. It was a nice event; getting back together as one familial unit; meet up with cousins, and all! Agak jarang dapat peluang bertemu; tu pun kalao semua berkumpul masa hari raya la kan?! On whole, congratulation to Siti (who happens to be younger than me) for the wedding!~

Throughout the week, kelas on trade Finance diadakan. It was both grotesque (far fetched, isn’t it?ahaks) and exciting class. Banyak jugak yg dipelajari although our minds are kinda saturated gila! I also had my virgin experience naik motorsikal from Bandar Baru Bangi to Putrajaya since now Abg Zam dah takda. It was nice and I even tersesat (sebab terlepas the second route ke Putrajaya Sentral) on the first day (Monday) kat Putrajaya! Hhahaa, my colleagues found it quite funny and have been interrogating me macam mana boleh sesat?!! Hhahahah! And Oh on yesterday, H2W (our batch) celebrated Mida’s and Chen Chen’s birthday! It was a surprise (not really) hahaa for both of them =)

Yesterday night went out to see my much anticipated movie "Beowulf" with Ejun! The funny thing was that both of us didnt bring much money hoping that the ATM machine kat area cinema tu ada. Tengok2x dah tutup! Gelabah la jugak! Since i was like really excited nak tengok cerita ni and insisted nak jugak tengok malam semalam (erk?!), we planned to patah balik ke Cheras tgk2x ade tak ATM; luckily tingkat bawah Jaya Jusco Balakong tu tak tutup lagi. Phew!~ The movie was FANTABULOUS!! OH MY GOD! I’m so awed with everything in the movie! The characters, the CGI, the storyline…it was magical! And of course the star of the movie was none other than Angie herself, potraying Grendel’s mother; a sexy nude reptilian lizard-ess who seduces weak men to bear her sons! Other memorable voice-overs would be also of Crispin Clover who played monster Grendel and Anthony Hopkins as King Hrothgar. Athough the movie centres Beowulf as a hedonistic hero, it was a fun movie anyway! The movie depicts real live action by the actors and transform them in CGI form. So, Grendel’s Mom is classic Angie! The movie finished around 2 and a half hour kot; then lepak2x at mamak and Ejun sent me home around 3.15 am…

NOTIFICATION UPDATES :

Today started 4th attachment kat Trade Finance Department. Erm, for first day experience, I would say it’s kinda interesting! I have to say im kinda most interested in Trade finance ni compared ddengan department2x lain tuh; second would be Contract Financing la. Tapi Trade Finance ni risiko untuk ralat atau kesilapan adalah ‘on error free” basis. Impak besar kalao kesilapan dilakukan!~ Geez, apa2pun, it’s an interesting subject and we’ll see la for the days to come macam mana I find Trade Finance ni! =)

*It’s the old page’s song : Siti Nurhaliza’s "Destinasi Cinta"! Holler cha speaker y’all!

Upgrade ‘Cha (Part II) : Futsal @ Sportsplanet. Mecca Farewell.

Jukebox Mood : "GenerasiKu" by Radhi OAG

Pagi Terjaga Ku Dari Mimpi. Terasa Hati Senang Sekali. Pasti Dunia Ku Yang Punya Di Hari Ini!

Last nite (Wednesday) was awesome! I had my first ever (yeah!I know!) futsal match with my colleagues! LOL! I must say it was an enthralling experience and well, it’s indescribable! You have to play urself! =). After some arguments, bickerings,and stubborn-headedness between me and Ayah (nag has become his forte; seemingly endless these days) and Kakak; and some consultation from Couzy Ween, I managed to join my colleagues; almost scrapped the idea though.

Pushed off from UKM around 8.30pm and true to the nature of f*cking slow-antiquated piston commuter, arrived at KL Sentral around 9.45pm! Geez~! From there, took another slow train commuter to Kg. Dato’ Hassan where Nik was patiently waiting for me la. Sampai at Sportsplanet around 10.20pm; yang datang for futsal ialah Zaidi, Heidi & boyfriend Ken, Fathia & boyfriend Onie, Rina @ Seth, Dalia & husband Abg Yon, Rashid, Deanna, Nik and me~. Hhaha, memang best main sebab kitaorang main bodo2x (yerla  campur girls + boys kan?!ahha). Almost all of us scored goals (I even scored 2 goals!hahaha, main bodo2x la katakan?! LOL). Memang jumlah goal tak kiralah, yang penting semua gembira. And as usual I insisted of taking pictures (haha, semua dah tau nak bubuh dalam friendster la Shahrill ni =p). After that lepak at Pan’s Cafe at area Subang (Azmir joined us later. He tak main sebab his knee ligament injured masa main futsal dulu). Tumpang tidur umah Dalia at Ampang and around 6.30am ari ni, Abg Yon, Dalia and Seth   sent me off to Ampang Star sebab by 8am-9am, I have to arrive at Kelana Jaya sebab nak antar Abg Zam ke Mekah. I’m really touched with Dalia’s hospitality. Tima kasih! =)

Berkumpul dekat hub Tabung Haji Kelana Jaya sebab Abg Zam kena mendaftar situ dulu; Abg Sri (my cousin) who happens to be a representative of Jabatan Imigresen pun pergi Mekah juga dgn Abg Zam. So, Kak Maya (his wife) and family and friends; Abg Zam’s parents semuanya ada berkumpul to bid farewell to both of our family members ni. May both of ‘em dapat menunaikan Haji Mabrur, Insya Allah..

* Old Song, New Emotion! "Crazy In Love" in Childlike’s.*

Bersama-sama KawanKu Pergi. Ketawa Riang Senang Hati. Indahnya Dunia. Ketika Kita Muda Remaja!

 

Upgrading Childlike’s Social Events Calendar!

Such A Funny Thing For Me To Try To Explain. How I’m Feelin’ And My Pride Is The One To Blame.’ Coz I Know I Don’t Understand. Just How Your Love Your Doin’ No One Else Can.

This week has been very fulfilling for me. My days in office were great; although there were minor glitches but having great colleagues to lament over are immediate remedies for me. Thanks to Heidi, Dalia, Regina and of course Azmir. Last Wednesday on the 31st October was of course Halloween; Dalia went to one of Halloween Night, playing dress up as a Miss Malaysia while her hubby was a cowboy (she shown us the pics; geez, i really wanna go to one nanti. Hhaha, Heidi said surely I wanna dress up as Bondage Slave! Ahaks! Yap, my fetish is well-spreaded dah..lol).

Anyway, credit test on Friday was a surprise. Rupa-rupanya open book test! Wasted jer worrying for literally the whole week; lamenting to Azmir and all (ahaks!shit kan?). On Friday nite finally went out with Ejun after avoiding him for like umpteenth times! Initially, the plan was to ride my motor, meet up kat Restoran, and then naik motor with him jalan2x. Tiba2x plak my father was like complaining he had not have his dinner yet and kinda merajuk. So, I was like,

• " Why don’t you just come and join me sampai Ejun datang?"
• My dad was like "Bagoih jugak. Lama tak jumpa Ejun"…(bummer!ahaks)

Lama jugak tak jumpa him; right after my matriculation. Ejun is my childhood friend and get re-patched masa kat matriculation (he recognized me though! LOL! He was just different from his childhood days). Anyway, now he has become quite rotund a lil bit (ahaks!maybe due to his rugby days back at UKM. scary isn’t it?). After Ayah balik, he bawak me round2x for nite roaming la. We went to UKM tengok his area masa student dulu (rindu la plak USM masa ni!), Putrajaya (tepi Great River tu.. tak tau nama aper tepi Masjid Putrajaya) and lepak2x at warung (ahaks! of course I pau him to belanja me !!.hehe). It was cold coz i was wearing short sleeve; luckily la Ejun had sweater. It was nice to update each others’ life and hearing his side of story make me kinda grateful. On whole, it was not a turn-off to go out with Ejun.

Yesterday on Satuday, went out with Kat! It’s been ages since we meet; and yesterday was teh first time we meet masa dah berkerja ni. Meet up at KL Sentral; had our lunch; and then went to Pavillion (which was a walking distance jer with my Menara Affin Bank)! Nuthing much though and lol! Pavillion is just opposite Starhill Gallery! Talking about obvious rivalry!…We then just do pavement-walking (macam biasa la Doncha Club kan suka berjalan!) heading to Berjaya Times Square. Catch "Stardust" starring Michelle Pfeiffer, Claire Danes, Robert de Niro. Quite an enjoyable flick; romantic and exciting at the same tiime..aww *sniff!* Ended up our day lepak at Uncle Lim’s and our ritual Baskin Robbins!!!(after a few drama. U know that Kat!) =p

On whole this is kinda exciting week for me sepanjang 3 months relocating my residence here in Bangi ni. After keep badgering Zhafry & Naz ( yang tak balas my SMS and refuse to go out having leisure time wit me); I have decided i have to find other people to upgrade my social calendar events! No worries; just have to find variety of diversion. Too much relying will cause concentration risk, kan? After this maybe pegi KLCC cari barang Abg Zam nak gi Mekah and maybe next week before balik Kedah on Deepavali (sorry Misha tak dapat gi ur house kot!), my colleagues plan to play futsal at Sunway’s Sportsplanet kot. Geez~ Insya Allah =).

Got Me Looking So Crazy My Baby. I’m Not Myself Lately I’m Foolish I Don’t This. I’ve Been Playing With Myself. Baby I Don’t Care.