Collage of Colleagues’: Fashionista & Miss Malaysia.

I’m just helping my colleagues. Dalia, the fashionista of my batch (*wink*) has tis’ new blog aka homepage “online” boutique at http://www.fashionistaslovespell.blogspot.com/  .  She likes clothes and whateverchamaccalit (erk?) with the fashion world hehe..So, anyone interested can peruse the website. Below is the sample of the pictures I ‘curik’ from the blog (Dalia, you should pay me!!! Sekupang????LOL=p)

Besides that, Heidi is participating this year’s Miss Malaysia Pageant. Watchout her interview at Mix.FM somewhere tis’ week. You guys can help her by “killing” the other beauties. Killing when YOU WANT TO ELIMINATE. The website is http://www.missworldmalaysia.com.my/  at the ‘Victims List’.

All the best to my colleagues! Being the best of friend before I’m gone; that’s what I intend to do.

Crying Over The Cash Flow. Y’all Friends Are My Fireflies.

Today is somewhat I’d called a dugaan berpuasa *sigh*. Today is Monday and lotsa people are not in the bank (at least in my Commercial Banking Department). My Superviser Zaza is in Penang for a customer visit whist my Mentor Zura is on leave. Unfortunately, today one of my paper; counter-signed by Zaza akan masuk ke MLC (it’s a loan committee; let just name the company  yg I did the paper tu as WK Sdn Bhd; I’m obliged to the banking rule of BAFIA); sebab loan yang diberikan agak banyak around RM 50 million.

To cut the story short, since Zaza who was supposed to brief the paper to the committee tak ada, the task was whisked over to the Deputy CEO; who had to attend an urgent meeting; he then passed it to one of my senior Assistant Relationship Manager, Zul to brief the committee. As Zul is not familiar with the company nor the paper, he asked my assistance in elaborating the paper, the requests by the customer and also the cash flow.

He was pretty nervous and asked me to explain the cash flow and everything. I was kind blurred and explain to him as much as I know but of course apparently, he was not satisifed. So he asked Mohsin; another Relationship Manager who sometimes like to jest with me. When I couldn’t explain the rationale of the paring down (reduce the limit of facilities) of the Cashline Restricted (Islamic Overdraft), he provoked me and condemned me.  Of course it was meant to be a “usik-usik manja” because they like to kacau-kacau me and vice versa. But suddenly, my face and ears reddens ….and..I CRY!

As much as I tried to confine the tears, bertakunglah pulak dekat mata tuh. The seniors were kinda stunned; as much as I am. Actually, what makes me kinda sedih and useless was the ayat :-

“Kalau tak faham baca simple cash flow ni, jangan jadi RM (relationship manager) la. Baik jadi typewriter jaa kan?!”

Well, with that simple sentence; it just enough to make me feel useless. So cliche, I went to the restroom and cried. And of course after that, messaged few friends (thanks for the funny and comforting replies everyone!). Nak ditambahkan salt to the wound, my Superviser Zaza called me from Penang and sorta semi-reprimanding me :

” You ni takkan tak boleh nak explain paper and cash flow WK Sdn Bhd? U dah buat banyak kali dah. Tak bleh assist Zul ke?”

Well…life in the banking lane. How I wish I’m in the line where I’m most passion about and I can excel very much. I have to confess with this profession, I’ve yet to put my 100% concentration and effort. That I admit.

 

NOTIFICATION UPDATES (I) :

Alright.. today I feel much better. But of course there’s tis akwardness atmosphere in my department. My seniors didn’t usik2x me like usual dah; probably they think I’m still sore about yesterday. Hhaha, takpala biarkan jerla. For tis moment I think I need a break from the attention circle. It’s good sometime to just being an aloof. Anyway, i always hated myself for not being able to constraint my emotion la… Sikit2x nangis….aih. I need to work on that! Anyway, thanks to few friends like Kat (your strong words is conforting gal!), Efy (Doncha forever!), Muzem (Thanks for your replies man! Appreciate that) and Khirwan (Sekarang dah jadi Sarjan Khir ke? *pengsan! Thanks my fren. Your replies really cheered me up!)

Since semalam the monorail was like congested with people; I’ve decided untuk kill time lepas kerja by having an alone-walking (menenangkan fikiran la) sementara tunggu waktu berbuka puasa (puasa sunat kelmarin). From Pavillion yg memang dekat my office (Jln Raja Chulan; masuk pintu belakang); tembus ke main Gate kat Bukit Bintang, I walked to Lot 10 and Sungei Wang; tembus ke Times Square! I’d just love Times Square coz it bears normal essence. Pavillion is Ok if you have frens or lotsa cash that time! Lepas bukak posa, terus gi Border beli CD Faith Hill “Fireflies”. I’ve to say it’s a very good CD with fusion feeling of country and pop. The country essence just make me longing for Penang and my Up North root y’all! Listening to Faith Hill boost my emosi; and indeed my friends are my own fireflies… *Awww..shweet ain’t it?*

 NOTIFICATION UPDATES (II) :

I really treasure all the responses by my friends. Your warm alleviating replies comfort me. Well, just now just had meeting with the Deputy CEO who wanted to meet all the newly-appointed aka junior Assistant Relationship Managers : which are of course me, Rashid Brown, Zaidi, Nik, Linda and Hammie. Ergh.. the 1 and 1/2 hours session was like a brain-cum-ear washing session; how we have to buck up ourselves so that we’ll be on par with our senior RMs since gaji lebey kurang sama (RM 2.4 K) cuma they jer lebey RM90-00 (which supposed to be a joke but we were so tensed up and well, faked lil’ bogus smiles though). With now that our position as Relationship Manager already confirmed, we have to perform EXTRAORDINARY; being able to delegate and execute task EFFICIENTLY.

Anyway, welcome to the world of working world *sigh*. Had a tete-a-tete with Zul just now about the whole ‘crying drama’ yesterday and he pointed out that they meant no harm; just to remind me that its important to understand the company’s financial strength and weakness when assigned to do the paper. I felt kinda relieved after that. Well..working aint THAT sweet; especially in the finance industry.

Dengarlah Matahariku.

Songs are magical way to siphon out the emotions irregardless the language. As of lately, these are the songs which keep my hairs (bulu roma jer ye.jgn pikir lain plak) stand :

1. “You Win My Love” by Shania Twain : Very country-ish and it suits me. Unfortunately, the website Imeem.com tak host this song. Maybe nanti saya akan upload sendiri dan perdengarkan kat Friendster or Tagged. Saya tak pasti samada org yang tak penah dengar lagu cuntry can relate to this song or not.. but i like it.
2. “Matahari” by Agnes Monica : Lirik yg tulus dan jujur. Enough said.
3. “Ku Merindu” by Ella feat. Shah : It’s a cute song. But whois Shah?
4. “Hanya Kau Mampu” by Aizat : Initially tak amik tau sangat pasal lagu ni sampai adalah someone tu dedicated this song to me and barulah amik inisiatif nak dengar lagu ni. I have to say it’s very sentimental the song.

But in the end, it’s of course the ever powerful Siti Nurhaliza’s “Bukan Cinta Biasa” is THE song. Powerful lyrics, powerful voice, mellow music. Saya selesa menerima apa jenis musik yg melegakan hati dan amarah.

 

New Addition In The Family of Rainbow.

The multicultural family of Jolie-Pitt welcomed the additional members of the family in the form of the pair twins. Named Knox Leon and Vivienne Marchaline Jolie-Pitt, the twins were borne at France. Angie reportedly was given an epidural and she was quoted as “laughing” during the labor. That’s why I just admire this strong woman. Not only of her eccentricity but also her pain-enduring and savoring. Both names signify meaningful remembrance for Angie and Pitt : Knox was Pitt’s grandfather’s name while Marchaline was the name of Angie’s mother who died of cancer.  The twins are the 5th and 6th children of Brangelina : Maddox, Zahara, Pax and Shiloh Nouvel.

Answering Ziggurat’s Tag Questions aka “Menjawab Tag”

OK, Kakak tagged me to answer these questions for almost like 2 weeks ago (I think!). Initially, very vague with all these “You-Are-Tagged” kinda game; but all you have to do is just answer these chain questions on respective blog once “You Have Been Tagged”.. Got that? So, here goes :-

• NAMA TIMANG-TIMANGAN OLEH ORANG TERSAYANG?

Nama timang-timangan (nicknames) ni top secret sket heheh..takderla. In my family, saya dipanggil “Yen”; I am not sure where the name derived; tapi memang ader la sket-sket rhymes dengan nama Shahrill tu. So, Mak, Ayah, Kakak and Abg Zam call me “Yen” la. And also among a few close relatives. It’s weird sebab bila dengan outsiders (masa nak perkenalkan diri or whatsoever), saya takkan memperkenalkan diri with that name. I found it weird if people who are not close (other than family) calling me with that name. So, the nickname ni very special la (hehe), kiranya orang yg panggil nama “Yen” ni are close to my heart la (erk??).

Masa kat high school Penang Free School dulu, kengkawan panggil saya “JR” which is a short term for “Julia Robert”! Hahha, memang hampeh betul dak2x tu (but I miss them, really!). Ni semua Amir la masa Tingkatan2 suddenly bagitau semua orang yg he thought my face mcm ada resemblance dengan Julia Roberts especially with my Big-Stretch-To-The-Ears smile!!!! Hahah.. So you can imagine la kalao ada advertisement movie terbaru Julia Robert that time memang saya kena la! Hehhe…those days *smirk*. I kinda hate the smile actally. Frankly, I dunno why most people are like fixated over the smile.

Masa kat USM, Khirwan and geng-geng taiko dia membahasakan diri dengan perkataan-perkataan AJAIB; so bila mereka cakap dengan saya pun, kata ganti diri nama pun diAJAIBkan la (hahahaha!!!! *pengsan tak Khirwan BIN Sarmejan?*). Dekat USM jugak, ada yg start panggil saya “Rill”= Naz and Muzem  (kalau tak guna bahasa AJAIB la! Hahhah) & Sharizul Fazli aka Lie (my second year rommate who are very nice and patient with me : till now!LOL.. I know I can be a pain in the ass sometimes *wink*). And Yana plak panggil saya “Babah..”

Masa kerja dengan Affin Islamic skarang ni, nickname “Superboy” diberi oleh Abg Ali (hahaha!!). Ni sebab adalah satu hari tuh mata saya merah-merah dan tak ’sihat’. So, tak bleh pakai contact lenses; pakai la spek mata. Since Abg Ali and the rest of Affin Islamic tak pernah nampak saya pakai spek, agak lain la muka saya kot. Sebab muka mcm Clark Kent kot (erk??) tapi badan ekcik, so Abg Ali panggil “Superboy” la..Last Friday plak, ada la ura-ura nak panggil “Boboy” = I’m just like -”Whatttt????!!” *pengsan! Ada jugak kengkawan and a few managers yg tgk panggil saya “Harry Potter” (Heidi, Mona). Hhahah…Above all, banyak sgt nickname yg orang sekeliling panggil saya…

• ANDA SEORANG YANG ?

Childish, kuat merajuk dan senang get pissed over something trivial. Tak mudah percaya dengan orang dan kalao boleh nak semua orang selesa dengan kehadiran saya. Still, kinda revengeful person dan tend to treat people the same way they treat me. Kalau they treat me nicely, I will do the same. If they badmouth me, I will do that to them (with an additional damage). If they appreciate me and love me, I will show them my appreciation and love. I’m not shy to show someone that I appreciate them; provided you are not such a butthead egoist la! I’m myself’s best friend; I protect myself because I know I cannot rely on anyone. That’s why saya seorang yg sangat responsive ; retaliating person. I will defend myself if I feel in anyway repressed or persecuted unjustly.

Seorang yg jujur pada keluarga dan diri. Tidak suka orang yang menunjuk-nunjuk, diskriminasi (whether of skin color, urban-rural classification, too malay-modernized malay, english speaking-malay speaking) dan yang paling penting; sangat menghargai orang yang cukup bertoleransi dengan my childishness, orang yang reply every SMS (which most of them are nonsensical!), orang yang mendengar every trivial problems and motivates you everytime you feel down. =). Dan seorang yang bangga dengan asal usul keluarga. So, don’t mess up with us Northern people y’all!… And one more thing, I have a weird thang about tattoos. *hurm…*

• INSAN TERISTIMEWA

Utamanya sekali ialah Keluarga dan rakan-rakan yang menghargai-If they show, then only I will be doing the same (weird, huh?); dan juga orang yang tahu menghargai dan buat rasa dihargai=).

• MAKANAN DAN MINUMAN KEGEMARAN SAYA?

Tentunya asam laksa Penang!!! Dan pisang goreng=)  Minuman kegemaran tentunya teh ais (yep, I ain’t the Starbuck kinda peeps; those arent my beverages; hate coffees anyway. *sheesh*)

• WARNA KEGEMARAN?

Warna kuning (beige, striking) or whatever with yellowish element.

• LAGU KEGEMARAN?

Tadika & Lower Primary School – All those typical malay songs masa zaman 90s. Asyik dengar lagu-lagu tu diputar kat Radio Malaysia Pulau Pinang masa Mak masak nasi dulu hehehe..

Upper Primary School – Lagu-lagu yg sangat popular zaman tu, “I Swear” by All4One, “Always Be My Baby” by Mariah Carey. Ingat lagi masa Darjah 5, semua orang ada buku nota kecil tulis lagu-lagu omputeh la dulu-dulu ni. hehhe..Satu kaedah pembelajaran sharpen english nih.

High School & Matriculation – Layan Siti Nurhaliza ( i know!; but hey, I’m not ashamed admitting it!). Starting to like her when I heard her singing “Hati Kama”; a duet with now-rival Noraniza Idris. Tone voice projection is high and stamina very good. Avril Lavigne’s “Complicated”, Michelle Branch’s “Everywhere”, The Corrs.

USM & Now – Started to like country songs by Faith Hill, Shania Twain, Tim McGraw. Maybe sebab musik country ada ciri-ciri down-to-earth aka kekampungan yang intact menyebabkan saya suka muzik2x sebegini. Although I wasnt born in kampung but I’m inclined towards people and element yg bercirikan down to earth and not to snobbishly aristocrat. Dan sekarang sangat menyukai Carrie Underwood coz I can relate to her. She’s a country girl who makes to the American Dream; still very tak lupa diri dengan asal-usul and down to earth. Juga tak lupa lagu-lagu Evanescence di kala hati memberontak (erk???!) .Umumnya, saya selesa menerima kesemua jenis muzik kerana muzik itu universal. Lirik yg bagus dijadikan azimat.

• SIAPA YANG SELALU BUAT SAYA GELAK?

Erm.. kawan sekeliling yang saya selesa berada di lingkungan mereka.

• SIKAP YANG BUAT SAYA TERTEKAN?

Perasan bagus, boasting (ingat superior la konon), orang yang expect orang lain untuk menegur or initiate conversation, orang suka mengata orang lain, orang yg tak balas SMS, orang yang tak pandai hormat- no respect.

• KALI TERAKHIR ANDA BERIA-IA MENANGIS?

Malu nak cakap tapi kena la jugak. Masa failed exam PTD pertama dan kedua. Maklumlah masa tu takde experience kerja, ingat boleh nail the assessment and even picture myself makin it. Tertekan jugak sebab harapan Mak dan Ayah yg put high hope. Rasa tak worth it hidup (i know! dramatic rite?). Kali kedua sedih sebab masa dapat berita tuh, dalam keadaan tension kena siapkan credit application memorandum aka CAM a few customer sekaligus dan didesak superior. Rasa nak berhenti kerja sgt masa tuh. Mula2x nak kontrol pastu tak jadi terus menangis kat telepon. Kena plak Zaidi lalu area tu that time; terus buat tak nampak (LOL!). Last2x Mak pun nangis kat telepon. Hhahaha!

• PERKARA PALING LUCU ATAU MELUCUKAN DALAM HIDUP ANDA?

Tak bleh nak recall tapi ada satu perkara ni saya kategorikan dalam kelas memalukan jugak la. Masa first year there was this one guy yang memang tak kenal langsung although waktu matrikulasi sama who somehow got my phone number and was like messaging = “I know where you are” stuffs and even messaged whem I went to kuliah with SMS like = ” I know you are wearing white shirt. I was behind you just now” kinda thing la. I was like=what???! I don’t have boobs for Godsake for you to scrutinize my shirt!! To cut the story short, I wasn’t comfortable that I just said I don’t like these kinda act. I mean I know maybe he was just joking; I mean you know, to kill time; just playing around and tehre he saw this jambu faced person and yeah, libido don’t really care about sex, rite? Just to kill time, that’s all. I’m practical about these whole thing. That’s why I just buat bodo jer la.

• TAG ORANG…

Maybe after tis Muzem, Marina and Am kot (yg ada link kat page saya jer la).

The Affin Islamic Bowling Tournament @ The Mines!

Last week was like full of drama. *Sigh*. Emotional upheavels, etc. Anyway, I guess my social calendar event on Saturday compensated that. On Saturday July the 5th, Affin Islamic had this internal Bowling Tournament at The Mines. It was nice (although initially I was thinking of pulling out-then practiced to familiarize with the bowling alley under the surveillance of self-voluntary coaches : Kak Linda & husband Abg Asri and Kak Sue) and fun moment to just let your hair down (not literally; I’ve cut muh hair! hahaha). Since i takda kenderaan and Abg Zam was scheduled to amik kunci apartment baru kat Putrajaya (will update on that later!), I was like car-pooling with Kat (as in Khadijah, my Relationship Manager senior who coincedently lives in Bandar Baru Bangi also).

It was exciting seeing all the ‘veterans’ like Pn Puziah played like a pro= scored strikes banyak gila!. On whole, at least I didn’t lose face sebab dah familiar with the throwing (LOL!). With an experience of playing bowling less than 5 times in my whole ENTIRE life, I’m kinda happy that I scored strike three times in a row. Hahah, but it all depends on the mood jugak. Above all, it was a nice get-together for us at Affin Islamic KL =).

As seen in the pictures, me & my Mentor Zura acting crazy (LOL!), Me, Zaza (My Supervisor) and Zura with Zul interframing; Pn Puziah and Ragunathan (my teammates!), Cik Hafiz yg suka menyakat me with his infant baby (mu ingak ensem ko bawak anok mu? hehe) and Eezy from sales Department; After the game, Me, Zaza (my Supervisor), Zura (my Mentor), Kat, Zul, Nik and Linda went to have lunch at Pizza Hut (Initially Abg Ali followed us but he ‘merajuk’ when he learnt that we were not eating nasik! LOL); Thanks Zaza for the treat!!! =).. and ooh yeah, all pictures are courtesy of Linda’s camera. Thanks Gal! And one more, there are few snapshots taken by Abg J aka Jamari yg I’m to include lepas Linda’s compilation. There were lots of great snaps.. ahh, a nice reminiscent of the Day!

             

 

                                         

And these are Abg J’s snapshots! (Camera expensive nihh…)

* A Branch girl (Shaliza), En Anasir, Zura, Pn. Puziah, Kat, Me & Linda

* Kak Leera, Faizal, Kat, Me, Fauzul & Zaidi

* Me, Zura, Kat & Deputy CEO : Tn Haji Rani

* Abg J, The CEO En. Kamarul & Head of Commercial Banking En. Muhizan

 * The Sales, IT and Operation Departments

 * Jaja posing gracefully with the ball. LOL!

* One for the album! Smile Everyone!

 

What’s The Use Of Saccharine Sweet When It Hurts Like Blade Thru Ribs? : “So Small.”

There are many times in life that somehow I wish that I was someone else. So much talkin about loving urself and embracing yourself; one of the days sometimes your moralities just went down to the abyss. Sometimes you just feel like shutting yourself from the world so you can just be safe and sound. I donno what’s wrong; I just feel angry, sad and kinda depressed about everything. Feelin’ like crying. Feelin’ angry with people around me. Feelin’ disgustedly annoying and irritated with people at my workplace, with some friends, with who-may-concern, with everyone. I hate seeing sly sniggers on faces or hush-hush talks or whatever. It’s cliche but it bothers me.

What’s the use of a face that is sugary sacharrine that keeps drawing stares and sniggers with unholy thoughts? I’m not being ungrateful….but I’m so sad..Just sad. But i won’t say it out loud to my family coz I know it’s hard and I don’t wanna make them sad with my sadness. At least out loud, I won’t say these…writting here is where I siphon out. I’m sad =(…. 

* Hearing Carrie Underwood’s “So Small” in a way relieved the pain I have in my heart now…but still…I’m sad. The lyrics is very consoling and it really memujuk my heart. I just love this song. Every time I hear she says that ” problems like river swallows you”, my heart just say, Carrie, you are singing this song to memujuk me! BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU LAMENT TO PEOPLE, THEY WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND OR TRY TO UNDERSTAND. IN THE END, ALL YOU HAVE IS YOU, YOURSELF AND YOUR OWN.

“SO SMALL’ by Carrie Underwood.

What you got if you ain’t got love
the kind that you just want to give away
It’s okay to open up
go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it’s hard on a rainy day
you want to shut the world out and just be left alone
But don’t run out on your faith

[Chorus]
‘Cause sometimes that mountain you’ve been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you’ve been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
seem so small

[Verse 2]
It’s so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it’s like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can’t change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time’s flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count ’cause you can’t get it back!

An Army Mejar’s Wedding. Viva El Espanol En La Euro 2008! ShahRiLL Situ Sana Sini (?!!)

The weekeend was a lil’ bit eventful for me (not to mention the WEEK itself! You know, lost my bike and stuf). As the history goes (erk?), I flew from KLIA to Kedah via on Friday night. I actually bumped into Abang Amirul who happened to be my senior back in USM days when I was a microbiology student. Tu pun masa dah dalam plane and was about to settle at respective seats. To cut it short, we didn’t even have the chance to talk. I wonder what he’s doing now? Maybe i’ll try to find him in Friendster later. Kinda dissatisfy though.

Anyway, on 29th June, Ayah, Mak and Me went to Perak to attend my godbrother’s wedding; Abg Yahya. Been ages since I last met him and it feels great to meet my godparents back: Ayah Leman & Mak Esah. They actually took care and babysat me when I was a toddler back in FRU (since Mak is a working mum!).  I have to say that they were kinda excited to see me especially Mak Esah who was like kept kissing me on the cheeks. Ayah Leman seems very skinny to the last time I saw him and i’m kinda worried for him. Anyway, the wedding was kinda interesting as it involves military solemnization; there were bagpipes and sword-ensemble ceremony. I guess since Abg Yahya is a Mejar Tentera Darat ( I donno if the english spelling differ from the malay’s), that’s why the ceremony is very military-oriented (LOL!).

Besides that, having such kenduri is actually a good place where you can meet old neighbors. It was very nostalgically alleviating to meet Pak Itam, Mak Cik Siti and Zakiah as well as the familiar faces in FRU. Kak Noor (godsister) was kinda busy but sempat lagi meluang masa snapped my pictures with Mak Esah. Sempatlah saya mengusik Abg Yahya masa kat pelamin tu :

“Abg Yahya, kenai tak ni?”

(He was a bit bewildered) “Erm… Kenai. Ada gambar kat umah dulu-dulu.”

Hhaha… Above all, I felt it’s a good thing I went there. Meeting Ayah Leman and Mak Esah after ages was a nostalgic moment. I don’t know; walaupun lama dah tak jumpa, but when I met them I instantaneously mesra.

 

  

       

The Euro 2008 has finally over. Since Monday (yesterday 30th June) I was on leave, I had the chance to witness the final match live between Spain and Germany. What can I say? Spain played well with Fernando Torres as the hero! Germany also plays well depsite few tantrums arisen. On whole, it was a good match.

I’ve finally cut my hair! I’ve noticed with the long hair, i’ve been attracting glances and devious-smiles-and-faces-which-I-had-known-for-many-years. Just a tip of the iceberg, I’m gonna relate with what happened lately with the rambut yang agak lebat itu :-

1. At R&R Tapah = A troupe of soldiers were like having meals. I was scouting for few junkfoods. Their eyes were like googling (shitty aint it?) me and I can hear few laughter (F*ck!!). I purposely didn’t look at their direction; if not surely I will be losing my temper! And of course there were like 2-3 guys tengok2x. Shit! Felt so uncomfortable that I just sped off from there. I didn’t tell anyone though. It’s cliche. Happens all the time. *Ergh!*
2. Highway = A motorcyclist unexpectingly potong sebelah kanan kereta (which is like KESALAHAN JALAN RAYA!). I was looking at the window and suddenly the motorist sniggered and raised his eyebrows! Erk? I caught Mak’s eyes and were like= “what????!” Ok, maybe it was a friendly gesture and I guess I was traumatic that day.
3. ERL = A Pak Arab was sitting opposite me and facing me. I noticed that something’s wrong but tried not to ambil peduli. As the train reached Putrajaya, I saw that the Pak Arab was staring SHARPLY. What the f*ck??! I just put the vain the face and walked off.
4. At the barber’s shop = A few youths were like hanging out at the barber shop and was like googling and sniggering; looking at me as if like X-raying (erk?). Guess they didnt expect that I’m about to walk in the shop. I just put the VAIN FACE, masuk the kedai without lookin’ at them and get my hair CUT!

Erm, maybe these are simpy my thoughts. I donno. But just now at office, Abg Bob suddenly said :

“Why Shahrill potong rambut?”

Encik Lokman pulak :

“You cut your hair short? Why?”

I’m just like W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R !!! Moral of the story = Cut the hair, you will get less distraction (HOW I WISH!) *SIGH*