J’Adore.

Being human sometimes you tend to take things for granted. You never know you are being blessed with The Grace and keep complaining over trivial matters. Like any other imperfect being, I am no exclusion in that.

Despite my unorthodox and compulsive thoughts, fetishes or opinions over some controversial matter, I am still loved by people around. Family and friends are being very patient and dedicated throughout these years. With all the loves, I am able to defy the Doubters and The Haters all over and over again. Life has not been a bed of roses for me. Given my “pin-up boy” face and stature, haters and doubters keep coming trying to pull me down. It is the fact of life I have to face. Only when I opened my mouth and starting to siphon-out my ideas; everyone was in awe and  fixated. It happened and it will happen again. And again.

It takes a lot of courage to be me. But of course, I am just grateful that I am loved by; if not all, a few; people who are genuine and kind. I just want to take this opportunity to express that how much I appreciate each one of you who came and out of my life and of course the most important thing of all is appreciating those loyal faces who stand by me throughout the cliches and the corny moments of my life. Sometimes I may not say it literally; all I can do is to transcript my appreciation in this blog. And sometimes when you are already accustomed to defend yourself, your inner alter-ego becomes icy and egocentric. You are defensive. Because you always stand on the axis that no one can help you except of yourself. You are yourself ’s best friend.

I don’t believe in regrets. It’s a dangerous habit to get into — it makes you pause your life if you start thinking back and questioning yourself.”

(Quoted by Angelina Jolie)