Damn Bloody Valentine.
I guess, sometimes I do expect some superfluous characters from others. I know imperfection is a nature as a human but it becomes a turn-off when what you expect don’t exceed the reality. It’s frustrating to learn that there are so many people who are interesting and tried to enter your life but ending up being someone who don’t fulfill the characters you always envisioned. Maybe the problem is with me. I am easily get bored? My libido turns on and off instantaneously? Green-Eyed monster? Egocentric? Refuse to be submissive when repressed? Defensive?

The time is running out and I shouldn’t waste my time for this. I should have been studying and work my ass off for upcoming exam! Then again, the practical fiasco had absolutely deterred 80% of my motivation to succeed this course with flying colour! Being excel isn’t in the agenda anymore. Dammit, I can’t sleep tonite. *Geez*
It’s such a dirty mess imperfect at it’s best
But it’s my love, my love, my bloody valentine
Sometimes I wanna leave but then I watch you next to me
My love, my love, my bloody valentine
Maybe I should but still I just can’t walk away
Try to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokenness this bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine
October 30, 2009 at 4:58 am
Aper cer? lama tak dengar crita..sorry bizi la….
October 30, 2009 at 9:13 am
wah… so much happenings i could only keep up by reading your shoutout in fb… hope you are fine now. there are times when things go our way then there are times when it is out of our jurisdiction and we don’t know what is the actual happening at the other line. just be patient. human beings are not perfect. I’ve learned things from my own experience and I can surely admit that I am DEFINITELY NOT PERFECT. tried so hard before i just end up even more broken. Just toughen up the heart to face things such as this. Relationships of whatever kind, can bring so much joy or vice versa to the heart. Take care, don’t take to heart too much. let it go and move on with life. cheers!~~
October 30, 2009 at 9:24 am
Sebagai manusia tiada siapa yang terlepas dari lakukan kesilapan. Janganlah kita ingat diri kita terlampau sempurna sehingga menidakkan ketidaksempurnaan orang lain. Tepuk dada tanya minda
October 31, 2009 at 12:28 pm
sexy vids
October 31, 2009 at 4:50 pm
Tata Young – My Bloody Valentine
Love My Love My
I still love my love my
My valentine drawing rings around me
Hanging by a thread but we’re loosening loosening
The sparks were flying the type that we need
Bringing a fire that is burning me burning me
(I know) Nobody said that it’ll be easy
(My heart) That we could find a way make a way
But you don’t prioritize me
How am I suppose to believe
Your games will ever change
Ever change…
It’s such a dirty mess so perfect that it’s best
But it’s my love my blood my bloody valentine
Sometimes i wanna leave
But then I watch you next to me
My blood my love my bloody valentine
Maybe I should but I can’t just walk away
You tried to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokeness but my bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine
Love my love my
I still love my (bloody valentine)
I opened doors but you closed them on me
I’m compromising won’t you show the same look the change
You show this ring for some shorty so tell me
What’s her name? how did she getcha number?
Don’t try to be playing me
(Cuz I’ll know) Before you even say anything
(But I hope) You wouldn’t lie to me don’t lie to me
(You know) That we’ve been here before
Don’t patronize don’t leave me lying
Just change your ways make it right
It’s such a dirty mess so perfect that it’s best
But it’s my love my blood my bloody valentine
Sometimes i wanna leave
But then I watch you next to me
My blood my love my bloody valentine
Maybe I should but I can’t just walk away
You tried to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokeness but my bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine
Love my love my
I still love my (bloody valentine)
Love my love my
I still love my (bloody valentine)
It’s such a dirty mess so perfect that it’s best
But it’s my love my blood my bloody valentine
Sometimes i wanna leave
But then I watch you next to me
My blood my love my bloody valentine
Maybe I should but I can’t just walk away
You tried to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokeness but my bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine