Kata Hati!

I read in the internet today that Janice Dickinson, the ex ruthless razor mouthed jugde from "American Supermodel" claimed that she really wants Angie to HAVE HER BABIES! well..to think back, that’s not impossible coz Angie’s a self proclaimed bisexual and she is reported to actually be casting as Daniel Pearl’s wife; a reporter who was slained by sum extremist ‘grace-to-the-name-of-Islam’!Anyway, it is also said that Jennifer Aniston was furious with the casting as she   meant the watak for herself when she claimed the right to made the film with ex-hubby Mr Pitt dulu! Well, never underestimate the power of a SEXY LIPS! i’m abput to go to friday prayer and lepas ni going to KL!baru remember,today’s actually my sis’s birthday-29.9.2006…anyway, hati saya sangat berbunga-bunga kini penuh dengan perasaan yang indah (hahaha,uweeek!): hanya lagu sahaja yang boleh menggambarkannya !

Ingin Mencintai & Dicintai

Aku ingin ikuti kata jiwa hati remaja
Aku sedang rindu pada malam ku bersamamu
Kalbuku mengerang norma-norma hilang
Yang ada hanya rindu

Aku tak bisa jelaskan mengapa bisa begini
Aku slalu terdengar suara-suara yang merayu
Rangkaikan hatiku bersamamu

Di malam ini
Ku ingin….

Reff:
Aku hanya ingin mencintai
Aku hanya ingin dicintai
Walaupun banyak yang menentangku
Ku hanya ingin bahagia….

p/s ; (<")

Hullabaloo of Blues…

Well…what can i say? I expect to wake up today ready fer a field trip BST (round Island) which i really look forward to and alas was to find that it has been canceled!ok..watever!The insult was added with the scourching (betui ker ejaan) heat of the ‘morning sun’ and Me and Muzem practically had to walk to this CC Shuang xin to print out our lab report!Ok, enuff lamenting abt these…For the past 3 days, i have been breaking my fast kat Masjid Malik al- Khaliq USM (which is a fun experience…dah 3 taun setengah duduk di USM, baru 4 kali buka kat sana); i hanged out with Khirwan and his Gentlefolk.com friends with the like of CoCo (not CoCo Lee…abg syukur!haha..he’s a jolly good natured person though), Faiz and lots more!It was indeed a nice affair and lo! My neighbor rupa2ya aktif masjid..he wa the one who amik the rice for me! Anyway, daily routine selalunya hanged out at mesjid for Maghrib prayer; during the hiatus selalunya do a lil’ bit of Quran recital : proceed to Isyak prayer and of course the Terawih prayer la! ee way, yesterday i was bit pissed with my parents ( of coure i CANT say this OUT LOUD!)..obviously, i wont be saying anything kat sini cuma..yeah, rasa bengang la jugak! I mean, of course they hav the RIGHT to say anything since they are the ones who single handedly RAISE us up but i guess i still have the right to FEEL angry altho i might NOT HAVE THE RIGHT to retaliate verbally?!The point is im going thru a cliche parents-offspring thingy and i’m just NOT HAPPY..that’s all!Well, what I can say is that it has sumting to do wit my road trip to KL tomorrow!GAH! Zizan msg-ed me saing that i can actually get my tuition pay today (thanx to Kat fer ‘pointing it out ya!hehee): well, i guess THAT will satisfy the 2 dearly lot!Well,let’s talk abt EPL (hahaa…i’m not a fanatic i must admit but i guess im trying widen my horizon if i REALLY wanna make it as a pegawai kerajaan!LOL): i heard that Man Utd narrowly escaped a dfeat to Benfica by 1-0..saved by CR although teh previous match tehy actually lost to some team (sorry, i forgot!like i say i’m not a fanatic..just dengar2 pastu lupa (<‘)…on whole, days in Holy Month Ramadhan indeed brings me peace and solace & one more thing, i’m praying bersempena the grace of Holy Month to actually mengkabulkan hajat dan mimpi saya…..I believe that will happen: miraculaously, things happen in this Holy Month,Insya Allah (<")

Cliche Yet ….True

I like this prediction so-called posted by Kat a few days ago and i’ve reposted tha’ bulletin..i think it’s almost correct in describing me! I mean,of course ppl never thought i will be a shy person but the truth i’m a shy person especially with stranger (*sigh)..i only cakap byk wit ppl yg im comfortable dan rapat…ehhee..so here is the survey :-

JUNE SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls
LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and
to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never
forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary
things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.

p/s : i can say almost 98 % true…..

U & Me

Well…today is the second day in the Holy Month Ramadhan..It’s been a very therapeutical journey for me as I myself could sense a ‘cleansing’ aura inside me and my surrounding! I guess it’s the grace of the Holy Month…Lately, Penang selalu hujan and hardly feel tired or whatsoever sbb hujan and sejuk plak tuh ( I guess it’s Monsoon Season)! Alhamdulillah sangat sbb one of the 3 tings yg dok burden dlm my mind dah settle hari ni: I guess my pray dimakbulkan Allah SWT & it’s really enthralling to c The Lord’s wonders! Alhamdulillah is the only i can said; and of course assisted by the help of few friends (<")! Anyway, my PC yg dah gila tuh bole dah berfungsi semula, thanx to the Dzul (thanx!) and Akim (tima kasih!)…i’m really thanxful fer d help espcially dzul fer luangkan time helping me!Insya Allah,ada rezki aku blanja air boleh?hehee…Sembahyang Terawih pun Alhamdulilalh going well…and yeap,im going down to KL this weekend for another Road Trip..hehe! anyway, nowadays i’m into Cassie’s "U & Me" yg mmg i really like ..the melody and the sexual innuendoes (yg tak exaggerate cam Tata Young’s El nin-yo! tuh!Ewww..i mean she’s hot and evrything but the lyric just trying so hard to be westernized la!) …I must say in compariosn to Rihanna, Cassie’s voice is far more beautiful and she is actually a model ( i read from Wilhemina Agency) and she also got her own BLOG! *blog fanatic can check her out!*….Listening to every bit of teh lyric indeed describe my feelings.(*yummy!)

Cassie’s "U & ME"

I’ve been so busy, but I’ve been thinking ’bout- what I wanna do wit you
I know them other guys, they’ve been talking ’bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good, they wanna see if it’s true
They know your the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too…Now it’s Me & U

[Hook]
It’s Me & U now (uh) I’ve been waiting (waitin)
Think I’m gonna make that move now
Baby Tell me if you like it (tell me if you like it)
It’s Me & U now
I’ve been waitin
Think I’m gonna make that move now
Baby tell me how you like it

[Verse 2]
I was waitin for you to tell me you were ready
I know what to do if only you would let me
As long as your cool with it I’ll treat ya right
Here is where you wanna be
I know them other guys, they’ve been talkin ’bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good they wanna see if it’s true
They know you r the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too
And now it’s Me & U

[Chorus]
It’s Me & U now (baby it’s)
I’ve been waitin (Me & U)
Think I’m gonna make that move now (I’m thinkin ’bout making that move)
Baby tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it, uh huh, hey!)
Think I’m gonna make that move now (gonna make a move)
Baby tell me how you like it

[Bridge]
Baby I’ll love you all the way down (uh)
Get you right where you like it
I promise you’ll like it (I swear)
Just relax and let me make that move (It’s our secret babe)
We’ll keep it between Me & U

[Chorus]
It’s Me & U now (oh yeah, yeah)
I’ve been waitin
Think I’m gonna make that move now (move now)
Baby tell me if you like it (tell me if you like it)
It’s Me & U now (yeah, yeah, uh)
I’ve been waitin
Think I’m gonna make that move now (gonna make a move now)
Baby tell me how you like it (uh huh)

It’s Me & U now (me and u)
I’ve been waitin (its just me and u)
Think I’m gonna make that move now (its just us two)
Baby tell me if you like it (its just me and you now)

p/s: im dedicating every bit of the song to my other half (er…for now i guess?*sigh*)

A Visit To The Grand Ole’ Lady (Part II) & Welcoming The Holy Month of Ramdhan…

Tomorrow all Moslems will be performing a spiritual en route to cleanse ourselves from whatever heinous elements yang dipraktikkan spanjang taun…I’m kinda excited and really looking forward to berpuasa although at this very moment as  im jotting down this very entry,i’m in a sombre state..3 things in muh mind this very moment and i hope the grace of the Holy Month Ramadhan will somehow upturn this topsy turvy atmosphere…ooh,last tuesday i went to PFS with dzul to take back my cert. It was a nice experience meeting all of our old teachers,with the like of Miss Teh Bee Kim (English teacher! Totally comfortable wit her), Miss Mabel (5 Nilam students>>.remember ‘cute size’?ahahha), Mrs Chong Shou Woo (i forget her maiden name! She’s a cikgu sjarah and very sweet on!I’v met her masa tgk Harry Potter wit Naz,Khai and Qasidi and she recalled tha’!)…and of course some familiar faces teachers like cikgu syikh whatsoever-his-name-was and many more!kinda ncie to see them back …and wll,yeah practically obviously i’m the one who is more spirited in compariosn to Dzul who like to keep himself ‘cool and layback" (hah!)..After that, w killed our time gi TESCO jap and met Raiz who happened to be the cashier yg jaga kaunter yg nak bayar duit tuh…he suggested me to cari kerja part time at TESCO and he said they really want ppl…erm,we’ll c about tha’! Neeway, i went back to muh hometown for 2 days: like ususal ayah will amik me alor star and masa nak balik tuh, he took a long and far route back (ala2 makan angin la tuh)..we went to see Mak Lang who is recovering from her stroke misfortune…that night she and Pak lang came to our house lepak2! Such a loving couple and i truly touched with pak Lang’s love towrads Mak Lang yg skang nih nak jalan pun kena org pimpin..They keep urging me to go to their new house aka ‘chalet’ at Seputeh but im kinda malaih nak pi la plak…hhaa…luckily balik hari jumaat (ysterday) and had lunch at Kat’s nad after Friday prayer, accompanied Kat to see Open Malaysia at Stadium Bandaraya! It was nice new experience for me nad guess what?! We were caught on the BIG SCREEN for i think quite a long time! Hhaha…guess attention do seek Donccha Club ,huh?!(just kidding!)..Nee way, on the way back after dinner, i bumped into Muzem and Khai..I was about to tegur thm but their facs were not as cheeful as usual..well,i guess both of ’em PERHAPS felt insulted by the second last entry from this entry (entitled ‘Sorority Opposed To Frat House")…I must say that sebenarnya it was like teh usual ‘fire back of duck mouths’..perhaps both of them especially The President, i assume felt tinged with insecure feeling kot due to Kathleen’s comment…dont worry, it’s just her prsonal view on tha’ matter; she herself said it’s not supposed to b a biggie; it’s her own opinion and remark..I gues sperhaps both of ’em wanna adapt annew approch dgn me kot..the kinda "i-wont-be talking-nonsense-wit-u-no-more-only-important-stuff-since-I’ve-learnt-my-lesson-from-the-acidic-comment" attitude! Nontheless,maybe it’s my sensitivity kot…apa2 pun,on whole, i hope the 3 things yg burden kat muh had nih akan selesai and the sombre state yg im experiencing ni akan jadi OK..with the bless of Ramdhan , insya Allah!(<")

Back To Basic (Part II) : Pyjama & Pillow Boulevard

Anyway, the recapping of my social calendar shud begin hari khamis lalu: went to masjid for yassin recital and on the way back,there were 3 freshmen who were trying to make conversation out of the blue while i was walking home..i thought it was Ok although i was like "Whatever" and the 3 boys (yeah,much younger than me so i shud call ’em boys aint i?) were like assuming i was a freshman juga (judging from my petite size)..anyway, when i was back in muh room, my roomate was about enter teh room and guess what, one of the boys (the one who semeingly eager to have conversation with me) happened to be one of muh roomate friend and he was like speaking in a kelantanese dialect altho previously, he spoke in a nothern dialect and told me he was a kedahan or sumthing; and he was like "is that your roomate" (basically that was the juice of the conversation) and he make that devilish snigger..bengang tul! I mean i know where all of these will lead..it’s all so cliche!whatever! i felt partially humilliated by that but yeah,i gues i understand what he meant by that..i’m also a male but i dunno i just felt degraded that time! who cares anyway, popele like me DON’T mingle with jerks!I know it’s trivial but yeha perhaps some attention seeker will be like saying im exaggerating: well…i’m just not like any other ppl..i perceived this as a degrading situation!anyway, aprt from the psychology harrassment, PFS ppl called me the next morning saying that the cert dah siap dah…and on friday basically, i just bury muhself on tajuk khas (really anticipated jugak sampai banyak dah topik2 on ekstremofil yg dah di cover)..

On Saturday, after Kat sent her mom and sis to the airport, she picked me up from Permai block and off we went to her house..Me, Kat,azlizan and Jameson went to TESCO (yalah,gunakan transport yg dah ada) and guess what?i met KAK Sue kat sana tgh doin her shopping wit her hubby! After that, we went dining at the ‘Bersila restoran" iaitu tempat yag masnie and Rina penah bawak me pegi dulu: the place yg decorated with this natural landscape!Nice tho…Then,went back performing prayers and it was Karoke-ing session! ahhaa,it was a blast! Lepak at pelita and went back to their house..we had a pyjama party (makan mi sedap yg mmg sedap) and after that pillow talk (excluding Kat of course!)… Went back to my block around 6.30am after subuh prayer and my roomate was snoringly sleeping>>>> On Sunday, around 5pm, i had jogging cum hiking date with them to Bukit jambul! Wow, there were like so many ppl yg datang masa petang and it was satisfying to actually experience sweats mendaki to the zenith: had dinner at Kat’s house as they were eager to lemme try this sarawakian delicacy called ‘smiley fish"..Nice but i like the most kangkung maska belacan tuh! Yummy*..On whole my social calendar was pretty hectic (<")

It’s Sorority As Opposed To Frat House : Biological Sciences People That Is!

Seperti yg dijanjikan, entri hari ni akan retaliate to ‘Duck Mouths" (*OOps!).haha,it’s amazing how the duck mouths (oops,terma dalam BM tak boleh diguna pakai dah since ada duck mouth yg tak comfortable diperli kawannya *oops!) cooperate with each other forming a very high velocity of network! The ‘sorority (much similar than to be compared to frat house *yikes!*) led by Duck Mouths Sorority President aka "Ketua Jambak", assisted by the ever -so-loyal Fashionista Bachok Height sidekick (*oops!) has been exercizing a very highly efficient news breaking! The record so far was of course dipegang oleh the President himself iaitu kes Kes Hasfa bertunang (*Opps!): the recorded time for the bogus news to be spreaded should have been around 15 Minutes!and of course the other trivial matters are like quaoting abck what ppl wrote in repective blogs..etc! It’s amazing how the BIG brain could SQUEEZE IN various infos..regardless whether it’s academic or not!haha..but then again these people are NICE and caring people!they are good friends and i think they mean no harm.. it’s understandable..i mean i must admit even i my self a duck mouth sumtime (LOL)! ha..lepas ni akan di expect la all the ‘fire back’ (*oops!) daripada Sorority Jambak ittew!(ahaks)..