Sigh….I have been catching cold cum sore throat fer this past 2 days (yeah, but still onlining a routine so it’s a must!)..Lately, i don’t feel good abt myself; perhaps becoz im SO much occupied witha Tajuk Khas yg due date is on 20th October that i’ve been having pressure! And as cliche and trivial as it may seems, i could actually see sum unwanted ZITs popping up!(er…IGNORE THIS!)! Lotsa tings actually appen during the hiatus of writting blog ni..For one thing,i have actually realized that USM freshmen this year could be quite BOLD when talking to strangers! Merely this week,i was like approached by 3 juniors who tried to make a conversation (er…no biggie but all this while i thot the ‘snobbish’ face that i always put up brings out the impression tha’ i’m a recluse person! Guess it doesnt work,isn’;t it?!): there was this boyish junior at Masjid who thot i was also a freshman (typical!) and tried out to make a coversation and lo! As expected, he was stunned to learn that i’m actually an extend student(<")…Then,there was the junior who happened to be my roomate’s friend (refer last entry) who was being very ‘loaquacious’ and even remember my name when accidentally bumped on him lepas balik terawih (sempat loyar buruk lg tuh…)! and the last one ws also my roomate’s friend who lately is a frequent visitor to our room..*whatever*! I’m not compalaining or lamenting or exxagerating: it’s just this are actually teh reason why i refuse to wear my spectacle when i walk! It irked me to see all those sniggering and the shamelessly goggling eyes whenever i walked upon a boulevard or an alley! For God sake,i’m NOT a drag Queen who wears make up or squeals like girls (bukan mcm sorang wannabe tuh! HINT : ex- PFS yg sekarang stuck up kat USM gak and always trying so hard to be noticed by people..and oowh, HE fashioned himself a new effeminate name as these days he’s been mingling with Gentlefolk.com!)…anyway, i have to actually canceled tuitio class on rabu dan juga semalam (ingt nak ganti) sbb i dun think i can ajar wit tis condition..tapi CC boleh la dtg!and oowh yeah, actually SOMETING BIG happen this week and coincendently the peak was like last nite! but then again,i couldnt be bother..lantaklah! Might as well i will be joining a ‘single club’ again on one of these days! I realized that i will never the most important THING in ITS life and that really make me sad and sum point, hysterically fu*ked up!that’s why i hate being in this situation coz i will always be the one tinged wit jealosy lah..bengang lah…watever lahhh!mampoih pi la! above all, all in muh mind now is Tajuk khas!
My Glow Is Worning Off….:(