Fun to be with. (well..that’s subjective!) Loves to try new things.(Lately!) Boy/girls LOVE you (hahaa…erm..no comment!LOL!but what i can say,this DOES happen!)
You are very hott.(I wud like to think i’m altho i’m not..hehe) Secretive. (Not really unless it’s something closer to heart) Difficult to fathom and
to be understood.(NO! what i want is ATTENTION & sensitivity!) Quiet unless excited or tensed (yep…but not many people realize that except me & myself)
Takes pride in oneself.(I do…cliche me) Has reputation.(well..hehee) Easily
consoled.(true…but wit concrete reason la) Honest.(too bad it’s kinda true) Concerned about people’s
feelings.(aha…) Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.(yep..throwing tantrum can be fun sumtime)
Moody and easily hurt.(yeah especially when i LIKE or INVOLVED) Witty and sparkly.(ehhee)
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. (sorry..I’m a VENGEFUL person!) Forgiving but never
forgets. (cliche me) dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary
things.(yep..that’s why net meeting and stuff like that is sumthing NOT fer me..)
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally.(I do regardless who they are..no prejudice..unless if they wanna bi*ch me up!) Strong sense of
sympathy.(yeah..i cried a lot) Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations.(True..i treat people the way THEY TREAT ME) Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone.(No..i dread loneliness) Always broods
about the past and the old friends.(used to..now no more..i realized some friends dont appreciate THAT and take me for granted!) Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked.(well…that’s ME!) Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.(yes..a nice true one to conclude this)
Sigh….I have been catching cold cum sore throat fer this past 2 days (yeah, but still onlining a routine so it’s a must!)..Lately, i don’t feel good abt myself; perhaps becoz im SO much occupied witha Tajuk Khas yg due date is on 20th October that i’ve been having pressure! And as cliche and trivial as it may seems, i could actually see sum unwanted ZITs popping up!(er…IGNORE THIS!)! Lotsa tings actually appen during the hiatus of writting blog ni..For one thing,i have actually realized that USM freshmen this year could be quite BOLD when talking to strangers! Merely this week,i was like approached by 3 juniors who tried to make a conversation (er…no biggie but all this while i thot the ‘snobbish’ face that i always put up brings out the impression tha’ i’m a recluse person! Guess it doesnt work,isn’;t it?!): there was this boyish junior at Masjid who thot i was also a freshman (typical!) and tried out to make a coversation and lo! As expected, he was stunned to learn that i’m actually an extend student(<")…Then,there was the junior who happened to be my roomate’s friend (refer last entry) who was being very ‘loaquacious’ and even remember my name when accidentally bumped on him lepas balik terawih (sempat loyar buruk lg tuh…)! and the last one ws also my roomate’s friend who lately is a frequent visitor to our room..*whatever*! I’m not compalaining or lamenting or exxagerating: it’s just this are actually teh reason why i refuse to wear my spectacle when i walk! It irked me to see all those sniggering and the shamelessly goggling eyes whenever i walked upon a boulevard or an alley! For God sake,i’m NOT a drag Queen who wears make up or squeals like girls (bukan mcm sorang wannabe tuh! HINT : ex- PFS yg sekarang stuck up kat USM gak and always trying so hard to be noticed by people..and oowh, HE fashioned himself a new effeminate name as these days he’s been mingling with Gentlefolk.com!)…anyway, i have to actually canceled tuitio class on rabu dan juga semalam (ingt nak ganti) sbb i dun think i can ajar wit tis condition..tapi CC boleh la dtg!and oowh yeah, actually SOMETING BIG happen this week and coincendently the peak was like last nite! but then again,i couldnt be bother..lantaklah! Might as well i will be joining a ‘single club’ again on one of these days! I realized that i will never the most important THING in ITS life and that really make me sad and sum point, hysterically fu*ked up!that’s why i hate being in this situation coz i will always be the one tinged wit jealosy lah..bengang lah…watever lahhh!mampoih pi la! above all, all in muh mind now is Tajuk khas!
Lately i have been nurturing a laziness inside me to jot down upon virtual diary ni..er, where to begin?Owh well,i went to KL last week (on my sis’s birthday!)..on firday the 29th of September to be exact..Me and Kat pushed off from png pukl 2.30 petang after friday prayer and it wa actually drizzling all throughout the journey..we sampai to Pudu around 7.30 pm(yeah,imagine THAT maasa breakfasting!) and we departed our way (Kat went boarding LRT to her friends’ while i waited for my bro in law kat the very same alley i selalu wait)…tunggu punya tunggu, suddenly ada seorang old man wit a Negeri Sembian dialect approached me.First i thought he was this one innocent old man wo keep mumbling (non stop! as if dia dah hafal teks apa yg dia nak ckp!) about so called his ‘nephew’ mati accident and he kena kena tipu teksi…frankly rasa nak tergelak sbb ive never actually hear facr to face sumone talk in that dialect except dlm tv and majalah ujang (eden, ekau,etc)…I wasn’t paying attention though when suddenly tetiba the ole’ man was like "kita sebagai org Islam kenalah menolong sesama sendiri…kalao boleh adik tolong bagi rm.0.50 sen.." I was like "WHAt?!!!( dalam hati la)…with straight face, i FLATLY REFUSE! Na’ah! No way jose! "sorry la pakcik.saya pun tak de duit ni tunggu kawan saya"..pastu dgn selambanya lepas obviously he knows he takleh kencing me dah, he simply said "Owh..takpala,saya cari ORANG LAIN!" !!! Owh MY GOD! KANTOI NAK KENCING ORG LAIN! haha..anyway,it was a nice experience tho being ‘mobbed’ by a lunatic..Abg Zam came ater maghrib sbb traffic jam (bukak posa makan Oreo Kathleen ja..) and saya nyaris2 nak masuk keta org lain sbb tak paka spek (heheh..) malu betul!tgk2 abg Zam came wit motosikal…Anyway, he bought a cake fer my sis’s birthday and basically i brought none(hah)…Esoknya, we went to Nilai, Seremban..to be exact Nilai 3 yg merupakan tapak borong barangan murah (baru sy tau)..My sis and bro ank beli baju and kain fer the in laws and my parents and fer me too but i was not interested nak beli baju raya….aiyark!entahlah..well,in the end, my sis bought kain for the in laws and none for my parents (coz they refuse when kakak called them.. a cliche mak ngan ayah!obviously they taknak burden kakak lah since they tau yg keluarga abg zam banyak adik beradik whilst our side me jer and them…ah, parents will always be parents *sigh*..I love them so much!)..we epent almost half of the day situ and then pegi Pasar malam Bangi beli juadah ringan2…i went to solat terawih wit abg Zam kat surau nearby nad after that baru we had proper breakfasting nasik+ketam+etc..yummy! Esoknya, nak balik pukui 3.30pm (Kat pushed off from Bukit Bintang and we met at Pudu), kakak cooked sum foods for me nak bukak posa dlm bas kononnya and she baked her famous kek batik (bila lah dia buat tuh?)..alih2,i bukak posa kat prhentian highway Bukit Semanggol sbb the driver stopped..above all, it’s a nice rod trip walaupun at first, there are some objection from parents (over protected and concerned that is!)….