I know that there are quite a few people who have been reading these entire so-called virtual journal avidly..ehhe..no,i’m not gonna slam anyone..it’s just that maybe some people will pandang serong or whatever-the-might-think when they saw alot of vulgar or offensive words been used here (etc: F*ck..things like that) and also the contents of the blog yg merujuk to individu-individu tertentu (etc: Dr Cacing, Anjing Betina Toupe)…well,i guess i wanna put stop to whatever halubaloo yg dalam my life nih…yeap,i’m talkin about the so called war wit Anjing Betina Toupe!~ Biarlah whatever he might had done to me, i think i’m gonna write him a letter telling him taht his thrashmouthing really hurt me but i WILL FORGIVE HIM but never forget what he had done..although dulu i know the way he treated his other friends is simply a jerk one but i just ignored it coz he was a friend..and to know that he actually badmouthing me when we were friends back during First Year simply reflected that this human knows nothing the sanctity of friendship!
I must be honest with everyone..what triggered me to made this decision was the comment made by my sis saying that one of her friend said that my life is full of drama (not that i’m angry..dont worry):and i also as a Moslem would like to end apa2 pertelingkahan sebelum saya meninggal dunia…who knows~!so the rest ikut suka ati lah nak buat apa pun..im thru and done…i guess i have to set good example for my nephew..well,whatever~!Enuff witha controversies! STOP!
Anyway, just now went to the driving class belajar kereta..it was nice and a new experience but that’s not wht i wanna lighten up ere…when i drove the car petang tadi, radio yg dipasang dlm kereta sekolah memandu suddenly played lagu yg nostalgic for me…God,i’m feeling so lame writting this but i guess this is the only solace aka escapism yg i could ever think of!~My ex loves the song so much ..sung by Peterpan from the soundtrack Alexandria…."Tak Bisakah Kau Menunggu Ku"…i nearly broke down tapi kontrol tahan gaklah masa belajar memandu tuh..suddenly tthat time i felt numb and my mind was not focus,thinking about the past..God, it’s so lame!~all these while i tried to exhibit myself as a strong person emotionally but…yeah whatever!~what’s past is past..although i still got sand in my shoes and i can’t shake the thoughts of you, some part of my heart will always remember mu as someone who used to make me feel appreciated…until the nite before i went back for raya..hark!~writting is some therapy for me…i wanna move on~