GRRRRR ! When i fail to get anything i crave for, i will go NOT rest apeace and certainly go mad about it! I HATE IT ! All my life i will go to any length to get what i desire, by hook or by crook (except if i lost interest in a spur of the moment. TRANSLATION : spontaneous la!). ERGHHH! What I am feeling now is unbearable! It’s just a trivial matter but GOD ! I loathe the frozen attitude You gave to me as if you are so hot! All i’m asking is what?- some congratulatory feedback or at least a ‘whaddup’ after an attempt to reconcile with u after 6 months of hiatus?! (God, I’m counting! That’s so pathetic.Sh*t!)
Perhaps You got all your STOOPID preppy friends around you and of course you are acting so toughen up- immuned by any mellowed messages. FU*K YOU ! Do they EVEN know how you coiled up to me in our first 2 dates? You are just being double-faced! Owh, whatever-this is getting sick and sicker and i’m also sick of myself for humbling myself. I mean, it’s ME ! I don’t go for people. People Go for me (there again, the snobbish i’m the most shud-be-sought-after attitude) ! Now, voila! all i want was to convey my GOOD NEWS and my upcoming BIG DAY tomorrow and you are being silent-stone and of course the lame excuse would be no credit!!!! I don’t know why i’m being so snobbish and dramatic (u bet!) about this. Guess i need a salvatory valve to channel this anger and well,i probably will just forget about this after i wrote this whole hullaballoo thing. ARGHHHH ! I feel like just calling you and slam you for that but of coz i cant waste my credit (lain la kalao SMS kan?!). I HATEEEEE YOU !!! =(
** NOTIFICATION UPDATES:
Hheehe..after much of tantrum throwings, at last You-Know-Who submitted to my COMMAND by making the first attempt to patch up!!! ahhaha,i know this sounds so selfish; let to say childish; but it does make me feel GOOD!!! The reason YANG MEMANG DAH DIJANGKA for the ever stony-silence= NO KREDIT ! It’s lame-O. Antiquated. AND i have issue about this = i mean, PEOPLE ! EVEN IF TAKDE KREDIT, IT WOULDN’T DO HARM KAN TO ACKNOWLEDGE ME THAT BY PINJAM SATU SMS KAT KAWAN KE KAN?! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK? – but of course knowing You-Know-Who> berat nak bukak mulut pinjam benda org tapi kalao org lain pinjam bereh saja ya!.
Anyway, it was sorta nice sweet escape (ahakss!) SMS-ing TILL WEE HOUR (takdenyer nak call.abehkan kredit kan. My satisfactory intimacy come in cheap price.haha). But then, it’s weird..I’m not really THAT excited like i’m craving for hot stuff. Guess the passion just terpadam dah kot (erk???ahaks!). Apa2pun…YIPPEE! =)