The month of April is leaving and the chilly May is approaching. How time flies and I will be 23 years old no more than the next 3 months! Reflecting upon my life is sometimes a breathtaking journey yet the kaladeiscope of bittersweet moments etched in me will never be forgotten. Although my physical is most likely will never be experiencing any growth (erk?!), my emotional and spiritual beings had grown so much since i first left my comfort home on the day I was leaving for matriculation.
I have learnt that not everybody likes me. I have to shed all the naivety I used to cocoon myself with and being bold when facing foulmouthed ugly people. Unfortunately, nowadays I have also sensing that my persona as a filial child has somehow deteriorating. I retaliate with my parents and could not succumb to their nagging anymore and this always make them piss off~ I’m not anymore the innocent Shahrill Ramli of FRU who succumbed to Mak and Ayah’s preaching (it was Kakak who used to be the rebellious one…but now i think my rebelling is so over the top in comparison to her). I hope that Allah SWT still loves me although I have to admit that I’m not being a good servant. I have been drifting for so long and I need to do something to rejuvenate the spirit I used to be…
Oh and by the way, this April witnessing my profile page 615 times viewed ! And this certainly tying with pencapaian bulan Mac 2006 sebanyak 615 times too. That means approximately around 20 people viewing muh page per day !!! Scary ~
P/S: I hate all of these Friendster updates! Skang dah tak bleh letak my web’s song : "Destination of Love" by Siti Nurhaliza (courtesy by Khirwan SARMEJAN) !!! Tapi sesapa nak dgr bleh la pegi to my MYSPACE domain at = http://www.myspace.com/shahrill_undomiel84