The World Thought I Have It All. But I’m Waiting For You.
The game of predatory instinct sometimes is weird. There are time as if like I’m already givin up to playing hanky-panky. It’s nice to just flirt around everynows and thens but all the excitement just fade away the moment I’m end up alone (for instance like whenever it’s just me and the computer in this bedroom of mine NOW). Too picky? I don’t think so but yeah sure, being selective is all me. Too pushy? Yeah I guess so. I like to send bajillion messages to my crushes and when they (GOD, are there many peeps Ive been habouring crush? pathetic) didnt send any reply, my volcanoes erupts and I will start throwing tantrum and they would be like in a bewilderment. Geez~ I’m not gonna scream my lungs out that I fancy them (am I too egoistic?). I don’t think there is such a perfect love in this world and that makes me anxious because I’m a perfectionist. I want everything to be perfect! Sometimes there are times when you think you have found IT : tengok2x there ‘ve got to be some spoilers TURN OFF factors. *sigh*.
I think I will give myself 5-10 years. If not MAYBE I’m gonna do an Angie-thing. You know, f*ck around and procreates with people with good genetic without having emotinal intact with your partner. I’m just plain weird..and sometimes it does freak me out.
Aku Tak Pandai Mengarang Puisi. Tidak Ku Pandai Bermadah Berseni. Satu Kalimah Yang Ku Seikhlas Tahu. Hanyalah Ku Cinta PadaMu.
P/S : Of course by the time i’m losing my virginity, I wont be telling anyone about it. Hahha~ Just kidding. (I wish!)