Happy 50th Indepence Day everybody!!! My celebration is mediocre-ly subtle aka DUDUK RUMAH @ TIDO AWAL (ahaks!). I envy my H2W peeps for having good night (surely la) at Rashid’s place kat Damansara (huhuh..hehe). Well, what to do? I’m actually not living in my own residence and having Ayah here for a week was an adding point to not do anything except stay-at-home. I always try to be a good son but it seems that I will never match up the expectation. As naive and goody2x I am appeared to be, I still don’t match up the GOODNESS HIGHEST HIERARCHY yg my parents’ expect from me. Growing up in a middle class orientation means children are not supposed to retaliate when their parents’ mad at you. But having parent who like to provoke until we start to fight back and then try to win over by using the FILIAL PIETY (mak bapak betul semua sbb they already makan garam than us.); it really suffocating!
- If I were to balas balik I will get " jgn dok buat kurang ajaq; baru nak belajar idop dah nak berlagak".
- If I were to be stoned cold I will get "bila org marah buat muka masam; tarik muka tunjuk sombong".
- If I were to straight thing right I will get "anak org lain bagoih tak melawan; org ja dok puji bagos tapi perangai suka melawan!"
I love them but it soffocates to have them coming up to me and to say WHAT I CAN DO, WHAT SHOULD I DO & DON’T DO. I need my own space in this age!
Anyway, done with the emotional part tu (actually kena trigger by a recent commotion tadi; whatever la) .On the 30th August tu, H2W semua berpakat to buy Heidi a cake in commemorating (erk? sound so official la plak) of her birthday hari tu jugak. Happy birthday Heidi ! Dalam celah-celah masa tea break 3.30pm (break from the o verpowering-ly BORING, DROWSY & SATURATING torpor due to the lecture pasal banking rules & cheques procedures). And Oh ya, next week probably on Wednesday kot; all of us will be segregated to branches for a 10 days attachment-practical on credit bankings ni. Kinda nervous though… On whole, I enjoy the companies of my H2W team members. I think I will miss them if were to change any jobs ker,etc. Anyway, i’m glad that I chose to come here instead of submit myself to my parents’ anxiety. Although the living expenses in KL is quite expensive for a greenhorn worker; but the exposure you get is precious. Not that you will not meet the same experience in other place; it’s just the hub of variance. Itu yg membuatkan the life here is full of colors.