Last weekend, went to Azmir’s Open House and on Sunday to Mak Ngah’s house in Rawang. Azmir picked me and Muna (and her sister) up at Taman Paramount’s LRT to his house at PJ.. Nadia sent us back though…nd guess what, I bumped into my long-lost bestfriend Tamil at KL Sentral! (Actually schedule to meet up on Sunday but I cancelled coz nak gi Mak Ngah’s house).
This week ada 3rd attachment at Risk Management Department. It has been OK. And next week I have exam on these all credit thingies. and this week also I have been a bit moody. Emotional upheavel fluctuates; geez~ When can I ever get rid of this jealosy? Ignorances can be a BLESS sometimes; I think I’m about to adapt this (for the time being)…*sigh* =( And oh, Ejun has been calling me for like bajillion times asking me goin out. Initially I was like looking forward meeting him that but then now… feel not like goin out la. *haiyah*
Currently, playing old song of P. Diddy feat. Nicole Sherzinger “Come To Me”. Listen in my page… =#
I’m Here When Will You Make Your Move? I See You. I Am Me. I Want Cha. Why Don’t Cha?
Kau Selalu Di Hati. Tak Ku Dekati. Dua Dunia Kita Berbeza.
I’m always a green eyed monster. I’m so jealous. I’m so irritated. I’m so f*cking pretending when I smiled just now. I wanna cry coz my dream now seems impossible; I wanna be the only one, not second or the last resort. Dua dunia kita berbeza.I’m so down =(
I guess in time I will learn that in relationships, one has to not be too selfish or self-centred. An article I read yesterday menyedarkan me that I have to learn not to be so green-eyed. What Kat told me via SMS also makes me tersedar. Thanks ! I guess it was an exclusive time restricted for other people that I shouldn’t interfere; I should have respect that. Sepatutnya, saya lebih memahami dan tidak mengikut perasaan cemburu ( I really have to work on this!!!!). Dan saya sekarang cuba untuk menjadi lebih dewasa dan lebih berfikiran matang although it’s hard. Cukuplah sekiranya dihargai apabila diminta, sepatutnya tak perlu meminta lebih-lebih. Itu yang saya perlu belajar dan akan terus belajar memperbaiki. Sama-sama kita melengkapi.Itu doa dan harapan saya..But it’s hard =(. I’m trying. and I wanna have some diversion so I can just not think about this!Insya Allah .
Aildilfitri 2007 has been Ok for me; I rate this year’s as OK because in comparison to the last year’s, this year is kinda bleak (hehe) coz my sis and her family went to her-in laws first (turn side Pahang plak spent first hari raya), my Pak Lang and Mak Lang berhari raya at their new residence at Seputeh; ditambah pula dengan some notorious family drama (I ai’nt telling but it was very dramatic, I can tell!).
The crowd thronging kat Hentian Putra was like immensely huge and I was literally suffocated by that; bas bertolak 11.45pm; sampai dalam 10.30pm; so nak killing time tu, I messaged2x la people and calling2x (hehe…). Tengah bz bercakap ngan Kat, tetiba kena shooed away a.k.a. halau oleh pakcik yang jaga kaunter tu sebab halang bisnes dia! hahaha…dua kali plak tuh! Everyone was like literally staring at me (malunyer!) tapi buat donno jer la..LOL! Sampai Kedah lebih kurang pukul 7.30am (sebab bas Mara Linear tu berhenti rehat satu jam)..
Hari Raya Pertama, nothing much happened except berhari raya rumah Tok. Alhamdulillah, Wan dah pulih dari senile @ nyanyuk tuh (yang ada related dengan family drama tu….*fuiih*). Selalunya after that gi umah Mak Lang yg duduk nearby tapi this year takderl a sebab she dah duduk residence baru kat Seputeh. Hari Raya Kedua, berkumpul ramai2x kat umah Tok; Mak Ca’a bawak kaum kerabat dia berkumpul umah Tok; Kak Yati-Abg Ji and family, Kak Hana & husband, Abg Sri & family (I still got duit raya RM 100 from Abg Ji!! Thanks!). Memang dah jadi tradisi untuk sama-sama berkumpul di umah Tok pada hari raya (tapi this year lupa nak amik gambar ramai2x)! Wan (my grandfather) plak buat surprise when he gave each one of us (including Mak Ca’a yang dah tua tu! She was like so shocked and laughed out loud!) notes Rm2! Hhaha, that was hilarious! Daripada Mak Ca’a (anak Wan yang pertama) hingga Aifni (cicit Wan yang termuda), semuanya dapat! We were like so tickled and gelak sakan dengan aksi spontan Wan tuh! Hhaha! Raya Ketiga plak, pergi umah my grandparents dengan Kakak, Abg Zam and Rifqi (to see his great-grandparents @ moyang!!). Sempatlah saya bagi angpaw kat Tok & Wan; setakat yang termampu sahaja! =) After that, went to Alor Star Pacific. Bought some office attires for me (yep!) and a new fragrance = Calvin Klein’s Escape!!!! The smell is so intoxicating that I’m willing to give it a try after True Star. I also gave Kakak a treat for her belated birthday as in Calvin Klein’s Euphoria (although not fully paid la; mostly)!We also entered some "Mengira Bilangan Bintang" contest there and Kakak was like so anticipated in getting everything snapshot-ed and guess what? Suddenly Mak Guard yang jaga kaunter tu kata :
- "Dik, tak boleh amik gambar kat sini. tapi dah lepas tak pa la.."
LOL! We were like so fixated and kinda embarassed as well, but hey, just laugh about it though all the way! haha! (And Kakak was like pretending asking the Mak Guard for clarification to cover up! ahaks!) On the way balik, we went to eat the famous Marvellous Zam’s Char Kuay Teow kat Jitra ni. Around pukul 12.30am, went out with Syafique Ghause who hailed from Sungai Petani with his Myvi (ahaks!)! It was good reminiscence of nostalgia to have a chit-chat after more than a year tak jumpa!He’s now doing his KPLI at IPDA. Go Syafique go! Hehe..
So tomorrow (Wednesday), I’m goin back to KL coz dah start keja on Thursday. Maybe on the way tu nak singgah kat rumah relatives side Ayah kat seberang Prai kot. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri everybody! =)
Well, what more can I jot down about my life these days? We are about to celebrate the auspicious Hari Raya Aildilfitri in less than a week lagi. Erm, last weekend (on Sunday), Kakak, Abg Zam, Rifqi and Me went to Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman scouting for baju raya. Geez, the crowd thronging was immensely packed and ditambah plak hari tu hujan! After killin’ time roam around Sogo (without buying anything!), we then headed to Jaya Jusco Taman Maluri (tempat Nazar keja/ tempat Kakak used to work). The crowd kat sini takla packed mcm kat pusat bandar tuh and yeah, i’ve managed to get myself a baju melayu Johor (peach color) and two casual shirts; both using my own salary (haha, I know it sounds cheezy but it’s a pride bila dpt beli dgn pendapatan sendiri kan?)! We breakfasting at Kampung Pandan; tempat favorite Kakak and Abg Zam!
Semalam plak (Isnin), AFFIN Bank Management Trainees berbuka puasa kat Radius Hotel kat Bukit Bintang; after so many attempts and cadangan nak berbuka di merata-rata tempat such as JW Marriot and Planet Hollywood; akhirnya we all settled dengan Radius Hotel sebab yesterday, class session kami diadakan di sana.
So, dengan package yang disediakan, we didnt have to keluarkan duit! Hhahah, that’s the adding plus! Nak masukkan gambar kat sini pun tak bleh sebab now in office ni guna application SAFARI instead of INTERNET EXPLORER! Some applications are shunned bila guna Safari ni. Berbuka puasa di Radius Hotel tuh memang mengenyangkan and it was nice to makan besar ramai2x and get togezzer. (Sempatlah snap some pictures kat tingkat atas hotel tu and kat meja makan!); And Oh yeah, I also got myself a Stephen King’s novel entitled "Salem’s Lot". I’m really looking forward to finish reading although quite a few people said it’s not nice)! Insya Allah, malam Jumaat ni baru saya bertolak ke Kedah (tiket takde lagi?Erk?!). Ok, salam Aidlifitri untuk semua dan kepada yang menghargai. =)
I’ve paid my FIRST ZAKAT FITRAH! Wow, that’s kinda huge for me..hee, baru ader pendapatan sendiri kan? Bayar kat foyer Menara AFFIN Bank tuh;I’ve also just finished my 2nd attachment at Contract Financing department. I have to say I’ve learnt a lot there and quite a beneficiary experience there. I managed to do a Letter of Offer for a company (under surveillance of Kak Ju!) and also managed to complete a Credit application memorandum (CAM) and also learnt about Trade Line/Bills. I have to say I’m beginning to like doing what I’m doing now. Well, passion has to be nurtured gradually. =) And on the last day (yesterday), we got some goodie bags, courtesy of some clients (I supposed kot). And talkin about that, we got this Mama Carries cookies.. I was wondering what is this Mama Carries cookies coz Muzem forwwarded a testimonial on it and then Rashid was telling us that it is the best cookies ever! When Rashid pointed out the cookies, barulah I realize…oh, biskut ni ke? LOL~ Pernah makan la..! LOL!
Anyway, next week dah nak raya. AFFIN Management Trainee @ H2W hanya dapat 5 hari cuti : Sehari sebelum raya (Friday) and start balik on Thurday lepas raya. Erm, raya kali ni tak terasa sangat; maybe sbb dah kerja and masa berpuasa pun kekadang tu lost track. Baju raya taklah excited nak beli: petang ni mungkin pergi Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman kot. Anyway,I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aildifitri kepada semua kenalan dan rakan2x.
These days, there are some music yang keep serenading me :-
- Rihanna & Ne-Yo : I Hate Loving You (the song is simply breathtaking for me la! I like teh lyrics…..ahaha, I know sounds corny but…=) check the song in my page!)
- Evanescence : My Immortal (old song but just got tune in. Very sad song…)
- Britney Spears : Gimme More (despite she’s become vulnerable these days, this Timbaland’s composed is catchy!)
- Dafi : Bila Terasa Rindu (erm…ehhee nice)
- Elyana : Kau & Aku (totally dig this song especially the lyric & music! ahhhhhh! love this!)