Venue : The Bank
Number of People In Department : Me & Deputy CEO
Today, my day at the work is kinda sucky….Everything is a mess. It’s true. It’s cliche that there’s ups and downs in jobs. I’m not gonna lament here like a child (although I guess I’m doing it NOW! LOL). This is just to siphon out what I felt inside (like usual). From the quality of Credit Application Memorandum to the recent appraisal by Human Resources to the recent financing by this customer who badly need a Bank Guarantee-i (Performance) before 29th May to the incident of tripping senior’s cup of coffee….ARGH!
Of course, like usual I’m to lament to few people that I could think off ( i guess you know who you are). Kakak called me just now and was like interrogating, " Why are you sounding so sombre? U kena marah ke?" Hhuuh….yeah, my family understands me THAT well, huh? Hhuhu, that’s life of an adult =( . I wonder how’s life of non-financial career? Well… it’s for me to find out I guess. Hurm, how I wish I was a student….I really badly need someone’s shoulder to cry on ; yeah, i know sounds corny after few days when I read this, but that’s what I feel now..=(
NOTIFICATION UPDATES :
For the past 2 weeks, I’ve been really in a klutzy + topsy turvy + hectic being. Workloads and a few misfortunes back-to-back make everything worsen. Kinda shitty if you think about it but of course a patient person would always be saying that it’s "God’s will." How I wish I could just take it very relax. Anyway, to cut everything short, I met an accident yesterday masa on the way selekoh keluar from Putrajaya. The weather was like crazy; sekejap hujan, sekejap panas…and LUCKILY masa jatuh motor tu, tempat tu tak hujan and the cars yang lalu lalang sempat berhenti. I dread of thinking what if the cars tak sempat stopped and just rammed me?! *sigh*
I was speeding quite fast although it was raining. With the humongous raincoat + my black "Authentic" coat around, I looked like Shallow Hal riding the bike and I was grumbling to myself (like usual) while riding it. Little I know that those "attire" would save my life inches from death. Masa nak sampai selekoh tu, I thought I terbawa laju and spontaneously, tried to memperlahankan the bike. My instinct triggered the wrong body part. I used the brake depan (hand) instand of the hind brake. This resulted to tayar depan mencengkam dan berhenti tapi tayar belakang still rolling. Lo! Motor tu pun lost balance and that time I knew that I was gonna fall all over the road. LUCKILY though, the thick raincoat prevented any serious injuries. I just dapat few bruises lebam jer la. I was shaken and startled for seconds. Passers-by were like typical-Malaysians; bertanya2x tapi x berhenti ERGH!). Nasib baik ada this one good samaritan chinese guy helped me to angkat the bike.
Hari ni nak baiki motor yang dah senget sebelah tu tapi sampai rumah, kunci plak tak bawak. So, I’m locked outside and I have to wait for my sis and bro to balik. I dont think it’s worthy to bayar taxi RM30 to Putrajaya amik kunci. Tadi kerja ofis plak topsy turvy. I have to make few amendments on the credit paper yg akhirnya di-sign oleh DCEO (ergh!after kena bamboo last Friday!!). Above all, quite emotionally challenging week for me.