The week proves to be very draining and it will continue to be that if I didnt put stopper to it. Each day fluctuates. Sometimes feel OK, sometimes just drain you to the last drop. Anyway, now I’m back at hometown Kedah; a hometown rehab is just essential now to just fix my mind. Even so, I still drag my laptop back to kampung. Why? The cashflow I generated tak siap-siap and a lot of last minute amendment (typical banker work!). No matter. Work as banker is 24-7. Not like other job where you can have holiday and go back punctually. People call you even if you are having MC. People call you even if you are having holiday. Like what Deputy CEO, life as a banker is the LONELIEST in the whole world; even so, if you like it, you enjoy that. For those misfit like me, it’s like carsinogenic cancer ..killing me softly. Life like Grendel’s Mother in Beowulf=(. I attached a You-Tube of Angie as Grendel’s Mother. Astonishing reflection.