Well. That’s it!! i’ve already sent my tender of resignation aka 3 months notice to Deputy CEO last 3 days ago! Alhamdulillah, it was a brief and breezy thing and goes without any major glitches. Nonetheless, what shocked me was the afterward commotion caused by this hullaballo. Let’s just say that before lunch time, everyone KNOWS that I’m leaving the Bank. Being bombarded with typical questions,etc. Anyway, as for me myself, I feely RELIEVED and PEACEFUL for the first time ever. I’m just happy that I made the decision despite some ‘attempt’ to brainwash’ me or whateverchamacaalit.
It’s kinda sad also that I’ll be leaving the Bank as the people are great; my Mentor Zura has being like the most helpful person. She repeats herself and without hesitation tries her very best to explain any doubts that I have. My Supervisor Zaza also has being very good. I know sometimes she tried so hard to constraint her anger towards me when I failed to deliver the task; and like Zura, she also tries very hard to make me understand when i’m in the ‘blur-kinda-state’. Abg Ali, the BIG GUY of our Bank has also being the most reliable person ever. He helped me a lot in the payment and remittance subjects which I particularly in haze. On whole everyone in the Bank has being friendly and nice but these 3 people are the ones who helped me a lot. Walau apapun, in the end, life has to go on. I have to find my own niche and where I can soar jubilantly; whatever may come, I am happy with my decision; my principle is that my duty is to my heart.
Anyway, in Penang now; waiting for Godsis aka Next Cousin Syarifah Darweena (she’s engaged! i’m jealous) and Khirwan. Muzem dah pegi mengajar. A lot of line-ups have being plan to make full use of my social calendar in Penang (heheh). The moment the plane landed on the island, my heart just went “ahhh”…my island!!! It’s been almost a year since I last come here. Tis time, it’s the real Penangite with the sun and sea=p! And of course, I won’t be describing in detail of what I’ll be doing here as of lately, I ‘smelled’ that some peeping tom at my workplace are googling my blog! I always OK with the idea that people to perceive me as a naive person. Just bear in mind that just because the volcano remains dormant, doesn’t mean it can’t cause destruction with its true self; that is when the eruption of lava takes place. I’m not that innocent.