Alright..November is already here. My last week at Affin will be next week. I am finally at the brink of the expiry date of serving the 3 months resignation. I really hope it’s gonna be a quiet last day; no farewell thingies or whatsoever; but of course for few people I’m close like Linda, Mona ‘the moan’, Regie – I will miss them.
Anyway as for jobs hunting, kinda lazy to job hunt actually as I’m cross-finger for KPLI. But yeah, I am practical – If I don’t get the job, then baru i gear up job-hunting (erkk?? macam kes failed PTD dulu..tak sampai 1 bulan lepas kecewa tahap gila babeng failed PTD, I was accepted masuk Affin Bank; out of main rembat jer la tu hehe). And yeah, to shut few mouths yg asyik dok tanya what work will I’ll be doing during the so called Jobless Period, I did apply as Research Assistant. (RA) for School of Communication USM. So far, I’ve been informed there is no vacancy but two of the scholar entities (being one of them is the DEAN) were pretty interested in meeting me and talk to me for further discussion as they found my curiculum vitae kinda impressive (erkk? yeah, whatever!). Tapi tengoklah macam mana…Goyang kaki kot dulu negehegee..
Lately, lotsa things happen. As a human, sometimes you can easily goaded by temptations. And it makes you sad that you feel like you are drifted in the ferocious sea. Dan rasa semakin menjauhi Allah SWT kerna terlalu mengikut jiwa manusia. Nak tulis satu persatu pun rumit. But yesterday, someone sent me the snipet of the song “Ayat-Ayat Cinta” by Rossa which is the original soundtrack of the film with the name itself. I don’t really like the song at first tapi bila tengok video klip yg ada snipet of the film and the lyrics and also baca sinopsis filem (saya tak menonton filem ni) tu dalam Wikipedia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ayat-Ayat_Cinta_(film); saya rasa lagu tu memang hebat walaupun vokal Rossa is average. Kekuatannya terletak pada lirik membuatkan hati insaf pada-Nya especially pada bait – Namun ku harus tinggalkan cinta, Ketika ku bersujud. Whoa.. the lyrics of Indonesian songs memang ringkas tapi susunan garapannya memang menangkap maksud mendalam.
Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta ketika ku bersujud