I guess this is the first time I am going to say something that is vivid like this. I am sad now. It is hard to explain. I just found out that she is going to be married on the 28th February. I was shocked when I opened my Friendster account today. It’s hard to explain what I am feeling now. But I need to siphon out this emotion. No one else to turn to. Except for my blog, that is. Sad. Angry. Jealousy. Outraged. But I wish her the best in her life. No, I will not be attending that nor will I ever want to think about it. Amin.