Anger comes when the heart is displeased. From the observation. From the intuition. From the experience. Once can never quench the thirst of anger if one refuses to accept the reality. Freedom comes when you learn to let go. Often in life, you thought you know a person well. But you don’t. Strangers come in many masqueraded facades waiting to feast on you with their seemingly benign yet unknowingly malicious animal instinct. The mask will only reveal the true self when the vermin were to be angry, jealous or comfortable in comfort-zone.
Vermin comes in various forms. Some are sexually-driven. Some are possessive. Some are adamant. Some are into hunting process. Some are persistent. Some are nonchalant. So, how you unmask to reveal the real deal? You wait. Time will tell. And of course The Law Of God will assist along the way too. The vermin will feast on other easy preys too and after a while realize that the easy preys are also predators. When the time comes, the vermin will crawl back seeking the Precious One! Hahaha. This tells everything. If you try to make everything work and be the most honest in relationships, could the other party will be doing the same to you? To those who has the chance to experience this genuine saccharine of honesty, I congratulate you and I am happy for all of you. As for me; I’ve got many people interested in me as well as I am curious about others; nonetheless, they all merely mists in the air : They chill your body with their freezing presence but they are purely non-existence to be seen with naked eyes. Unreliable.
Still, one way to alleviate anger is to revert to The Almighty. I am not the most pious and I am not the most rebellious. But I still have faith in God SWT. I just hear this new duet song entitled “Amarah” (Anger) from Siti Nurhaliza featuring Kris Dayanti. As someone who adore language, the lyrics catch me deep. Although the first few stanzas of the song are feminisme-accentuated, but I believe that the others are universal. I like the way the lyricist puts the words together especially “Ku Takkan Tunjukkanku Amarah.” Ponder the meaning. Because I won’t show I am angry.
Kau tak bisa hapuskan amarah
Walaupun engkau tahu
Aku mahu kamu mahu
Aku tahu kamu tahu
Dan ku takkan tunjukkanku amarah
Kerana aku tahu segala yang berlaku
Tetap akan berlaku
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