I always write to console my heart. The heart that is like the abyss in the most bottom part of the ocean. Unfathomable by creatures. But in this very time when my heart is goaded by the fragility as a human, I pray to YOU to grace me with the Halo during the this delicate period. I believe that – because I made a secret plea to The Almighty that do whatever it takes to protect me from into the wilderness of Cardinal Sins.
I have been ignoring the signs from YOU. There are too many signs I refused to swallow. The eyes were blindfolded. I am not the most pious. But I have faith. YOU never desert me when all hopes are shattered and flee like summer birds flown away. YOU bless me with all the smiles and wonders in my life that ghostly strangers eye with envy; I am forever grateful. But I am just like everybody else. There are times when my defenses stoop low. There are times when I am in negligence with my responsibilities towards YOU. Nonetheless, YOU always protect me with your grace. YOUR halo.
In this time again, I plea for YOUR grace. Protect me. Grant me with strength to overcome this bitterness. I know. Tonight, YOU show me again the signs. I am reading them. This song never fails to make me cry. The lyrics are deep.I am re-posting. For my own salvation. To YOU.