I woke up from the Beautiful Nightmare. The smoke is cleared. Every doubts and curiosity is answered. There is no reason why I should holding on to the rope that whatever happen now is unreal. I woke up. I woke up. I woke up. I never lose Faith. Thanks for everything. And Alhamdulillah to Allah SWT. For the Halo.
That’s why sometimes I give myself the chance to get to know potential people although the wound from previous were still deeply scarred. I woke up. Life is indeed like a Russian Roulette. You take risk. And if you are lucky, someone who really deserve you will be found. I woke up. Although I am terrified and scare to go through it again. BUT I must pass this test. I am fragile-looking. But I am strong to weather this mess. So, just pull the trigger.
Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger.
Say a prayer to yourself
He says, close you eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost
As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late to pick up the value of my life