Different people have different qualities and moral values they hold on to. These are the things that really build up the essence of a person. Some are nosy; some are observant; some are talkative big-mouth; some are sharp-writing; some are show-off; some are genuinely sincere – we all come from different packages and I am not going to criticize or judging others because it is not in my nature.
As for me, I siphoned my thoughts in a platform I called a blog. Of course, peeping tomcats LOVE the idea of reading other people’s splurging; especially of those they know. But, I am a person who don’t write bad things about others; it’s all simply about me and how I felt and without trespassing anybody’s sensitivity, I guess it’s no harm’s done. But one thing for sure, I HATE people talking bad things about other people or whispering/gossiping bad things about other people. It’s just not my nature.
Sometimes in life, we tend to go off from the track especially when we are showered with bliss and bless. Honestly, I am grateful to Allah SWT for everything. I am in a phase of my life where I am happy and content; although I have to say that a few ‘blast from the past’ are trying very hard to meddle into my life again despite being totally assholes! They just keep coming and coming; manipulating words and situation- which only make you feel sick and wish you could slap/punch them in the faces. Then again, revenge is sweet when it is channeled in the most subtle way, isn’t it? (,”)
Above all, thank you Allah SWT. I pray that these bless won’t fade away; although of course, everything is Borrowed Heaven. In the end, we would be left with nothing except our faith to Allah SWT. I just hope that my shield is strong enough and my faith is still burning; till the end of time, hopefully. Insya Allah.
Desir pasir dipadang tandus
segersang pemikiran hati
Terkisahku diantara cinta yang rumit
Bila keyakinan ku datang
Kasih bukan sekedar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkinku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cinta ku padamu
Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakanku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggal kan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud…