Ambitions are sometimes hindered. Either from the intrinsic or the extrinsic. The planning has encompassing projected funds and personal cashflow; AND has been commencing for more than a month. The only hindrance is the company. First choice, which is kin is likely not to be able to join due to her being a pregger; the remain is quite nonchalant about it though financially is stable. Perhaps because he has already been there and is busy with hectic professional schedule.
Then again, do I really want to make these as the hindrance and sucked by the melancholy; or will I keep myself persevere to crystallize my dream? I choose the latter although it seems frail; but I am sure it can be materialized, Insya ALLAH. Whatever it is, it’s God’s Will. With prayers and sincerest intention, I can move mountains; before I know I could, no?
Amin. Ya Rabbal Alamin.