Today is my 3rd day of “Puasa 6”; a non-compulsory fasting routine but is encouraged in the month of Syawal. But I guess it’s God’s tests for me while I am trying to execute the Ibadah. Maybe as a test for me to see how far I can challenge myself; maybe as a test for me on how to strong I can shield myself from shenanigans; Maybe as a indicator of how far the authenticity of my Heart & Soul towards Ibadah…… There could be millions of things; blesses in disguises that only God SWT knows.
I won’t be perusing here each one of the fiascos as mostly, they are bit confidential and bit personal. All I can say, professional and personal lives are being tested NOW. The tranquillity is being shaken a little. But, hey; that’s life. I am always a person who find strength in myself. I know I can’t really rely on people. I am myself’s best friend. And yes, I do have strong self-values. I appreciate myself. I won’t desert myself. I won’t ridicule myself. Yes, I have time where my morales or Positivity might plunge into the abysses, but I rely on myself to bring me back from that pits. With myself and God, I am a strong person, Insya ALLAH. Perhaps not physically; but spiritually and mentally, I hope I do. And I am improving myself to become one.
And listening to Kelly Clarkson really boost my Positivity from Negativity. Thanks., Kelly. And YES, What doesn’t kill you. Makes you. Stronger.
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller