Today is the day where the glass shatters. What I have been aspired and concocted for the past 2 months stretch of period is officially ruined. When eleventh-hour setback knocks the door, you just have no choice but to abort others in order to prioritize what’s more urgent; than the others, no? Sigh.
I have already concocting my projected cashflow for the upcoming plan for this middle of the year (already commencing for the past 3 months right after Hong Kong!); and with additional fund injected from my other sources, I think it shall be enough for the experience to commence. UNFORTUNATELY, while I was at Batang Kali just now doing my routine shopping for meals and groceries, I received a call from my lawyer. It’s the time for the signing for documents (Deeds of Assignment, etc) and of course that means, the lawyer fees’ will be commenced from then on, too!!! On whole, it will take half of the accumulations. Geez.
By hook or by crook, I HAVE to revise the cashflow for the plan to be siphoned into the lawyers’ fee! Huhuhu… sigh. That is so sad. A hiccup in this will ruin the whole accumulation phases; hence making the plan impossible to be crystallized in the upcoming mid-of-year plan. This is so frustrating and sad. Of course, it is still possible to commence in the end of the year; but I always want to make it a little bit sentimental to be on my birthday. Looks like it’s just so out of reach.
Perhaps this is God’s sign to say “I am not ready”? I don’t know. I am sure devastated. But in my little deepest thought; somewhere I feel that I will find a ray of light in this chaotic scene. Is there a bless in disguise? Wallahualam.
My Glassheart. Shattered. Broken.