The clock struck midnight and I am officially a 29 years old! YES, another year to enter the 3 series. How does it feel? I have to say it is a kind of a revelation that are both exciting and intimidating. Exciting for what life has for me ahead; intimidating for the fact that time can never rewind and cannot be undone. So what do I have up on my sleeves for this 29th birthday?
End of May 2013. Happy 29th Birthday, Childlike! Or is that nickname is still relevant? Maybe I should just stick with Undomiel. Hahhaa!
Well, I have to say that I was a bit disappointed to learn that a plan that was concocted nearly 2 weeks ago in conjunction for my birthday cannot be materialized due to eleventh hour setbacks. Someone was asked to replace someone else in the professional line. I know I have to understand that it is career; so you can’t tolerate with that; BUT I just can’t help but feeling frustrated. I mean, I am being sentimental. BUT, I am proud to say that I handled that with grace and poise. I controlled the anger and just psyche myself with Plan B. Nonetheless, I realized that the guilt in the other party was eminent. Although the body was tired of handling all those gadgets and managing people and all (usually around 11 p.m, no SMS or calls as already dozed off), but still the effort of waiting up until 12 a.m. just to wish “Happy Birthday” (which is not the usual self! “Romantic”??? In 4 years? Hmmm… LOL! Hahahhaha!) and giving words is just nice. I am touched. Thanks.
I feel truly blessed. Who am I to receive such wonderful soul? I am temperamental; I am intense; I have so much flaws. But, among all the glistening glasses, there is one diamond in the rough that shines sincerely, emanating my life from those darker days; for 4 years now. I have nothing much to say except Alhamdulillah. All I can say, I am very much married now. Thank you so much.
I am officially 29 years old! Another year for 3 series. Amin. Hopefully, I will age gracefully with dignity and wise.
A surprise birthday card by my ex-pupils in 5 Brilliant 2012. Now that they are in Year 6 2013, they still make effort to remember that. TQ so much to all my dear pupils. I appreciate that and touched. Love you all…. *sniff*
On whole, what I want for my birthday is that I wish that I will become a better Muslim; a better teacher; a better child to the parents; a better confidante to The Halo; a better friend; a better Malaysian – in short, a better human. I hope that as my age adds up, so will my knowledge and my personality. I hope I can become a positive-minded person and never become too drifted with emotions. I also hope that a dream will be materialized if possible by the end of this year (Insya ALLAH. Who knows?).
Oprah Winfrey. One of the three inspirations of my life. I concur to what she said. I have come to a point where I am comfortable with myself that I embrace all my weaknesses and flaws. I have discover who I really am; and where I see my life in the coming years. I have become so clear about who I am and I have decided, am deciding and will be deciding what is best for me. Nobody interferes that. I write my own stars. Insya ALLAH.
Alhamdulillah. I pray that it all won’t fade away. Ya ALLAH, please guide me from being led astray. I am grateful. Amin. (,”)