Writing is the best remedy for me to siphon my thoughts in the deepest abyss when words of mouth fail to translate the real emotion and people around fail to understand.
I refuse to give any feedback. I refuse to give any acknowledgement. I refuse to retaliate. I refuse to reply.
If this is God’s plan or sign for me; so be it. Let the year 2014 be the witness. I am strong. I am brave. I can weather this. It’s hard, it’s tough and I am quite nervous, sad, frustrated and all mixture feeling – BUT, there is no choice. Siti Nurhaliza’s song really inspires me in this episode of my life. I get injections of spirit whenever I listened to the lyrics. Nobody can help me except myself. I have a strong innerself and I won’t bow down now. I have to face this.
It’s OK. You can face it. You can, Shahrill Ramli.
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Cabaran dan dugaan
Membuat hidup lebih indah
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Yang menghadangi dan menghalangi
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Yang menghampari dan merintangi
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