I don’t know what to say. It’s both mixed feeling. I weathered the KL hectic and congested traffic jam due to it; drove to Kampung Pandan right after school and not to say that I was stuck in congested jam; arrived in Serendah circa 6.30 a.m. & Night Class/tuition for 2 hours (8-10 p.m.!). I am quite nervous because I never handle this kind of thing my own. And what’s more, the plan is to bring a kin together.
Being both absent-mindedness and nervous (I think so! What else?) at the same time, with the chaotic atmosphere at the office; I’ve plotted a rather unsuitable time due to the sentimental value of wanting it to be on 1st of June and it has glitches with my working days approximately 5-6 days! I’ve overlooked it; forcing me to take the whole leaves if I really want to carry on. And the advances are already siphoned-out.
Have to admit that the initial fire has somehow clouded by the vague flow of the planning. I am also scared. I don’t know why?
I have to be brave to weather this. Tomorrow, I shall ask a senior colleague who has threaded the same path like mine. I am sure perhaps this is just something destined by ALLAH SWT to harden my will? Insya ALLAH.
Amin, Amin, Amin!