I am touched. I am moved. I am overwhelmed. Words can’t describe my feeling now; etching can’t engrave my emotions now. Goodness knows how deeply engulfed I am now with the kindness shown. To been shown genuine and authentic affections after strings of hopeless hedonistic rendezvouses is a God-Sent. Who would have thought that a peasant like me is given a chance to experience such exquisite phase?
It’s all about naturally-casual and feeling comfort with each other’s presence. No need high-and-mighty announcements to satisfy other people’s curiosities.
You know, it’s true that when you were not looking, it will knock you on the door, unexpectedly. I was lost, I was devastated 3 years ago. Everything I thought I felt was lies. And there were dark secret times, experiments and chapters in my life that I won’t reveal but potentially make the eyebrows elevated. But then, a light came to put stop to them.
From a life in wooden house with only motorbike and bats dwelt on the upper part; to a life in a brick, semi-bungalow rented house with a car; to the possible upcoming of a gated own-crib, Insya ALLAH – the light has stayed through the ups and lows. It is so amazing to compare the light with the previous hopeless rendezvouses. In terms of look and facade, the light is far more enchanting, enticing and physically-attractive than those previous hopeless warthogs. BUT, what striking the most is the heart that is the most sincere and genuine and compassionate and patient if were to compare to the previous hopeless warthogs! People say that beauty is skin deep; but I have to say that from the skin deep beauty, it emanates to the outside. It does, somehow.
I am touched. For the time, dedication and effort to drag me out from the abyss. There’s a strong rippling pectorals stretching out firm hands to safe you; not just that; but with big heart. Angel comes in different shape and size, and the true hero is a measure of the heart. Thanks so much…. for embracing my flaws and all; and take me away from the slump into my own Castle On A Cloud. A quote from Angie can clearly sums up it all :
“We spent a lot of time contemplating and thinking and talking about what we both wanted in life and realized that we wanted very, very similar things. And then we just continued to take time. We remained very, very good friends — with this realization – for a long time.”
I’m a train wreck in the morning
I’m a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I’m a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren’t even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.
I don’t know why you love me
And that’s why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that’s why I love you……
Merci, mon amour.