Archive for July, 2009

Zheng Fu : Thus, You Conquer.

Posted in Uncategorized on July 27, 2009 by Shahrill Ramli

“Zheng Fu” is a beautiful song sung by the Mainland Chinese singer, Na Ying. The song was immensely popular that a renowned saxophonist had recorded the song . Again, I took noticed of the song when Siti Nurhaliza performed the song at The 2004 Golden Melody Awards. All this while, I only know the title of the song means “Conquers” but failed to get the meaning of the whole song. Searches via The Web also proves to be scarce. Therefore, I decided to use the Chinese-English online translator to find out the meaning from the chinese lyrics. The result? It is an amazing lyrics. Sombre yet honest. That’s what I love about quotation and poems irregardless of the language. They transcends barriers of native mother-tongues and skin-colors.

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詞 曲 : 袁 惟 仁   編 : 王 繼 康

終 於 你 找 到 一 個 方 式 分 出 了 勝 負
輸 贏 的 代 價 是 彼 此 粉 身 碎 骨

外 表 健 康 的 你 心 裡 傷 痕 無 數
頑 強 的 我 是 這 場 戰 役 的 俘 虜

就 這 樣 被 你 征 服
切 斷 了 所 有 退 路
我 的 心 情 是 堅 固
我 的 決 定 是 糊 塗

就 這 樣 被 你 征 服
喝 下 你 藏 好 的 毒
我 的 劇 情 已 落 幕
我 的 愛 恨 已 入 土

終 於 我 明 白 倆 人 要 的 是 一 個 結 束
所 有 的 辯 解 都 讓 對 方 以 為 是 企 圖

放 一 把 火 燒 掉 你 送 我 的 禮 物
卻 澆 不 熄 我 胸 口 灼 熱 的 憤 怒

你 如 果 經 過 我 的 墳 墓
你 可 以 雙 手 合 十 為 我 祝 福

我 的 劇 情 已 落 幕
我 的 愛 恨 已 入 土

By using the translator at  http://www.stars21.com/translator/chinese_to_english.html, I managed to get this translation. Sombre. Honest. Melancholic  :

You finally find a way the outcome of the separation
The cost of winning or losing each other to pieces

The appearance of the health of your heart countless injuries
I am a stubborn battle of prisoners

Thus you conquer
Cut off all the way
My heart is solid
My decision is confused

Thus you conquer
Possession of a good drink your poison
My story has ended
My love has been buried

Finally I understand that both want an end
Have all the excuse that the other is an attempt to

Fang burnt gift you sent me
Is not pouring out of my chest burning anger

If you after my grave
Held their palms together as you can I wish

My story has ended
My love has been buried


No More Than An Amuse?

Posted in Uncategorized on July 26, 2009 by Shahrill Ramli

Writing has always become a solace. A salvatory valve for unspoken things. I am shivering and trembling. Sometimes, trivial act which deemed subtle is like a blade through the rib. I wonder… Is this the end? It hurts to be shunned; least to say purposely being shunned. I have always been an honest person towards myself and my life. I cannot deny myself from  saying what I feel. It hurts. But then again, it’s the process I have gone through…. I guess it was just a one-moment-spark. Does not leave any imprints. I am no more than just an amuse? It hurts. Thank You.

Masa Untuk Berpijak Di Bumi Yang Nyata.

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The Moon Represents My Heart.

Posted in Uncategorized on July 25, 2009 by Shahrill Ramli

Timeless. Exquisite. Classic. Music knows no boundary nor language. It can touches your deepest soul and even more when you understand the lyrics. Teresa Teng’s “The Moon Represents My Heart” is one beautiful song. I’ve known the song for ages but only when Siti Nurhaliza sang it with Wang Lee Hom I took notice of the beautiful lyrics. This song is for everyone. Anyone. Someone. Savor and serenade.

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You ask how deep is my love, How much I love you?

My feeling is true, My love is true

The moon represents my heart.

You ask how deep is my love, How much I love?

My feeling won’t change, My love won’t change

The moon represents my heart.

Your one light kiss has moved my heart,

This deep, deep love has made me reminiscing till now.

You ask how deep is my love, How much I love?

You ponder about it and take a look at the moon that represents my heart.

“Hari Anugerah Cemerlang” SK Sultanah Asma : Graphical Glitz & Glory.

Posted in Uncategorized on July 23, 2009 by Shahrill Ramli

The glitz and glory of the anticipating “Hari Anugerah Cemerlang” SK Sultanah Asma which was solemnized by HRH (DYMM) The Sultan Of Kedah & HRH (DYMM) The Sultanah Tengku of Kedah. Thanks to dearest KPLI friends for sharing the pictures *wink*

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Ordinariness of Extraordinaire : Regal Rendezvous. “Half Blood Prince”. Burberry Trench-Coat.

Posted in Uncategorized on July 19, 2009 by Shahrill Ramli

This week marks the 5th week I am stationed at SK Sultanah Asma for Practical. So far, I am enjoying this experiential learning and try to savor it. Alhamdulillah, so far the senior teachers are very helpful, dedicated and generous in sharing their knowledge as well as trying to make us feel at ease in the school. Today, we just held the ‘Hari Anugerah Cemerlang’ which was solemnized by HRH (DYMM) Sultan of Kedah Darul Aman and HRH (DYMM) Sultanah Tengku of Kedah Darul Aman. I am most fortunate to do my practical in this school that I had an opportunity to be part and witness preparation to welcome royalty guests being made.

“Allah selamat sultan mahkota,

Berpanjangan usia di atas takhta

Memelihara ugama Nabi kita

Negeri Kedah serata-rata”

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Welcoming-waving the arrival of The Royal Highnesses.

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At this juncture, I’ve received quite positive reviews from my lecturers about possibility of being excellent in Practical. All I need now is to buck up and work harder than ever. With the most rightful lecturers to evaluate me and conducive practical atmosphere, I have to take this rare opportunity to fully exhibit my forte- and of course to show few ex-banker colleagues and community that I didn’t make the wrong choice when I told them that I can weather the new career and I will emerge as (one of) the best, Insya Allah!

Apart from the daily teaching-and-learning processes in classes, I’ve also experienced pupils’ “puppy-love” (which I shall not elaborate in details!). It’s not uncommon to happen to teacher-trainee : but as precaution, I have told other senior teachers like my Guru Pembimbing, Puan Chek Norma and the English teacher whose-class-I-took-over, Puan Noraini about the incident. Both of them are motherly figure and I am just grateful to have them as my confidantes throughout this practical tenure. They have been splurging me with lots of useful advices and strategies how to tackle delicate issues (such as THIS!) and keep motivate me whenever they think I’m feeling down or whatsoever. That’s very nice of them, really.

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DYMM Sultan & DYMM Sultanah Tengku watching the performances.

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On a lighter note, the long-awaited Harry Potter silver-screen franchise-“Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince” was unleashed on the fateful 16th July 2009. Well, I went to see the movie on the first day itself with Kord and Salim; and today for the 2nd time with Kord (Thanks! So nice of you to accompany me for the 2nd time). All I can say, the director has done his best trying to illustrate every sequences of the story narration into movie adaptation. Kudos to him and also to the casts especially Emma Watson (Hermione Granger), Tom Felton (Draco Malfoy), and the two actresses who respectively play Narcissa Malfoy (Helen McCrory) and Lavender Brown (Jessie Cave). I simply love the scene in the Slytherin Cave!!! As the fan of the novels, this adaptation is graphically satisfying, I say!

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Hermione Granger, Ronald Weasley & Harry Potter.

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Hermione Granger worries about Ron’s abysmal performance in Gryffindor’s Quidditch try-out.

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Severus Snape & Narcissa Malfoy performing the The Unbreakable Vow with Bellatrix Lestrange serves as The Bonder.

On whole, I’ve been super-duper busy with hectic life and all. But of course, I appreciate those who have been giving me soothing and encouraging words. The existences are very much treasured and I hope that the healthy relationship will flourish as time passes by. Life is all about trying; and I am trying to shed off my egocentric alter-ego. Sincerity is the essence.

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The Burberry trench-coat I managed to get my hands on from a bundle shop at bargained price! Who says you need lots of money to have something fancy? Economical yet cozy (,”)

Practical Endeavour @ SK Sultanah Asma, Alor Star.

Posted in Uncategorized on July 2, 2009 by Shahrill Ramli

It’s been almost 2 weeks since I first enroll myself as the teacher-trainee at SK Sultanah Asma, a well-known ‘convent’ (school for girls) which happens to be a primary school known for its rich history and sacred reputation amongst the Kedahan population. I’ve been busy with daily lesson plans and other trivial documenting shenanigans which I find interesting (writing reflection and journals). All I can say, I feel so blessed and yeah, I’ve made the RIGHT choice to leave the previous job which never was my passion and being accepted to do what I am good at : talking, conveying knowledge and of course writing!

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Application of ‘Light Travels In Straight Line.”

Most of my friends avoided this school as the selection for practical because they were not confident with their English. Well, I can say sometimes bark is worse than the bite. The idea of teaching a so-called elite school seemed to be intimidating but once you are already accustomed and get used with the culture, I think everything is manageable. Nonetheless, of course I would say that if the English command is poor it would be a challenging atmosphere for them to flourish magnificently here because as a teacher, you have to put yourself above the pupils. You are the source of knowledge. You have to be superior to the pupils. Based on my observations, there are few pupils who are very good and eloquent in English and Science and therefore it is quite challenging, to be honest. Nonetheless, I love challenges and I love pushing the envelope vigorously. The more challenge I get, the more paranoid I become to outdo that. BRING IT ON.

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Erk???? Hahaha..polishing my rusty artsy skill (<”)

Alright, enough with the blabbing. I was given Year 3 , Year 5 for Science and Year 4 for English. The first moment I entered the class, everyone expected this ‘cute-and-petite’ teacher to be all soft-spoken. Well, I took no time to storm off first by explaining rules and regulation in my class. After a brief intense moment of brainwashing and nagging, the atmosphere became energetic (children, what do you expect?!) again due to some spontaneous jokes and ‘fun time-with-lessons.’ For 3 Venus which happened to be one of the poorest class among the Year 3 classes, I’ve always tend to use a psycho-motor approach : learning Science through games and show them colorful pictures. But of course being a poor class, I have to constantly storm off but I can say that I can control the class (so far). In my lesson, I always encourage them NOT TO BE SHY TO SAY THEIR OPINIONS even if it is wrong. By coaxing them, I can see a few pupils who tend to be very shy were active in giving opinions. And definitely, pupils love attention. I would try my very best to give a personalize attention (although it’s hard!) by calling each and everyone’s name. Next week, we will proceed to next chapter : Absorption.

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Formation of Shadow : Factor contributes changes in shape of shadow – Position of Source of Light.

For 5 Uranus which is like the creme-of-the-creme of Year 5 classes; I would say that overall the class is very attentive in learning Science although there were one or two pupils who seemed to be quite easily distracted from my lesson ( I would ‘attack’ these pupils on the spot). The English command is quite good and I would say that a trainee-teacher who does not have full-grasp of the language MAY find it difficult to impress the pupils. During the lesson, I always encourage them to speak up and I like to create activities which involve the verbal scientific skill- that is COMMUNICATING. Of course, there are some pupils who find it hard to construct words in English since the native mother tongue is Malay (Tell me about it! I used to experience that). Nevertheless, I always repeat this very exact words :

“Do not be scared to express what you want to say. It’s OK if you find it hard to construct the words. I am not going to makan you! (laugh). All of us are here to study and to learn. I’m also still learning.”

And for the English lesson for 4 Uranus, I can conclude that it is the most active class amongst the three classes I taught so far. Since this is also the top class in Year 4, the command of English is considerably good. And I honestly said that I had a blast time in English (children loves games) and so far I’ve explored Speaking as the Focused Skill and also Reading & Writing as the Integrated Skill. I believe that my Learning Outcomes for the class were successfully achieved through few activities I organized (which I shall not reveal here since I found that there are some people who are googling for “Set Induction & Classes Activities of KPLI, Macro-teaching, etc.” Self-centered, much? Hahaha..maybe *wink*).

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What Contributes To The Changes of Size of Shadow? – Distance Between Object & Light Source.

On whole, I can say that so far I am enjoying myself immensely with the nature of this new career. For 3 Venus, 5 Uranus and 4 Uranus, Sir Shahrill will try to deliver his very best to impart knowledge to all of you. Sincerity and honesty are the essence in my working etiquette. All of the deeds are to be between me and the Almighty Allah SWT. Insya Allah.